My Life Need A Parachute

♥symphonic♥

2010-11-16T05:01:00.000-08:00

You're running through the underground, hiding your real first name
I always said, you were the real star, you move like a hurricane
Through the pain

You said, don't forget about me, don't forget about me
Like I'd ever forget about you
How could I just change my mind?
When all the sun shines down on you
Everyone's a lie, but you're so true
You're symphonic, you're the light of the moon
How could I forget you?

There's a whisper in the limo, thousands of miles away
But, there are no lies in your blue eyes, only a summer day
Oh, a sweet summer day
Where all the sun shines down on you
Everyone's a lie, but you're so true
You're symphonic, you're the light of the moon
How could I forget you?
You're a star, a dream that never ends
Fireworks around the bend

An angel on the river Thames
You must know you're all the lights on new years eve
Quiet on the raging sea
How could I forget you?
How could I forget you?

You said, don't forget about me, don't forget about me
Like I'd ever forget about you
How could I just change my mind?

When all the sun shines down on you
Everyone's a lie, but you're so true
You're symphonic, you're the light of the moon
How could I forget you?

When all the sun shines down on you
Everyone's a lie, but you're so true
You're symphonic, you're the light of the moon
How could I forget you?
You said, don't forget about me, don't forget about me

New Hairdo 4 Aidiladha

2010-11-16T04:57:00.001-08:00

Lost all my rebonding hairdo before..

its okay..

Every girl need a new haircut for changing..

Hope i'll stick to one this time..

Changes

2010-11-14T19:50:00.000-08:00

Gonna make few changes but its too DAMN hard

Top Gadget On My List

2010-11-14T18:04:00.000-08:00

I-pad

Canon Powershot G90

I-phone 4G

Samsung Galaxy S

Samsung YP K5

I want them badly!!! got to save money..plus i'm going to mecca in another two year..got to save up as soon as possible..oh not to mention going to buy SS3 vvip ticket as well..

money!!!

Cant get enough of parachute

2010-11-14T17:49:00.000-08:00

i dont need a parachute

baby if i got you

baby if i got you.

Who To Trust??

2010-07-06T08:03:00.000-07:00

TRUST??

Trust is a very concern issues to me right now..according to En.M i will turn out into bad girl, since my urge to stay out late at night might turn me into bad person.

I am not too straight!! i had been far away from my mother for more than 3 years, i can take care of myself but i must say so, sometime i feel the urge to be bad..some feeling that wanna be release out..

I can control myself for now, last time in uitm i never thought being a girl will turn out to be lots of trouble. People would start talking how i suppose to behave, how i suppose to talk, everything like had bee set up for me..i can be my true self just to please everyone..i am a girl, i know i had to take a good care of my parent pride and the name i carry on but that doesnt mean i cannot enjoy at all.. thats too mean!!!

Here all i can say is that i must trust no one..i dont want to stick to one person only like En.M i want to explore the whole MRB, i wanna to start my own force. i wanna make an allied with lito, KH,KS..i wont trust anyone but them..

As for crush i must say i will had to put aside the gossip thing that happen between me and mr.j.. just to make myself save from being too vulnerable i wanna set up my heart for mr.f huhu

i know crush will only crush your heart but this crush can save me from the predator mr.j

in conclusion trust no one!!!

MRB!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-05T03:25:00.000-07:00

I got myself a job at Malaysia Rubber Board!!

Okay to be honest i cried badly cause i never wanna leave my former job Thai OTOP.. my boss is the most flexible boss i ever met. He is so cute yet so educated. While my partner is the most understanding person and very gentlemen and help me a lot since i have no idea bout biz world.. The i got two young friend that really cheer up my life there. We're such a happy team..life is perfect though my pocket is empty :)

As i choose to go to MRB i am pretty struck with the new environment. The people there are so much different than what i thought. I got sick for the whole two weeks for missing my parents so much. I had to wlk to the office which took me about 10 minutes, i dont mind so much about walking to the office but the people there keep staring at me. Their eyes is like sending a text msg " oh poor this girl, she had to walk!! doesnt she had a motorbike?" i hate to have these feeling :(

I'm trying every second to like these place but i still cant. The idea of liking these place is still holding back in my mind. It is a scary place. I am so afraid of these new environment. People keep targeting me to fooled me, i am a easy target and i am so scared thus i had to be more alert with people around me. The're putting me in a spot where i can fight. I wanna be saved by my prince but he failed to search for me..Cant you see me here?? Please come and rescue me..

I keep falling apart, i imagine i will be nice and keep being nice to everyone but this place is changing me into something i dislike. i am turning into bad person..i need my prince now..

I being saved by this nice uncle, he help me to survive in MRB. I had to thanks him million world for saving me. But i know one day people here will start saying bad things bout us thus i had make a gap between us. I dont want to make anyone suffer and most importantly to make myself suffer..

I am now in Kota Tinggi for my outstation task, i am taking these outstation for my last goodbye to old attitude. I need to decide which new lynne will arise..a mature one? a funny one? a cute one? or maybe a boring one? I had to change to ensure i am not the target for easy prey here.

I will make my heart stronger and hold the key to my heart and wont allow anyone form my unit to enter it.

To be less talking person

To hold more secret

To study more on rubber

To pray more to keep my faith stronger

To be more calmer person

To be able to talk about world stuff ( mean reading paper!!)

To not banning anything childishly

Not to say crap thing!! and be more patience

I hope these trip will change me..i wanna make a change and i hope i will be the new mature Lynne..AMIN

Tag from Ima

2009-08-25T03:06:00.000-07:00

TAG IMA.. Do you love you ex?: Yes..only one..
What did you last cry over?: When my father was sicked
What's the last mistake you made?: Xpercaya kata2 ida psal someone..from now ida always right
Who was the last person you said I love you to?:
Ustat.. x_X Who last slept in your bed?: My sist
Were you with them?: Defined with?? We're do share the same bed..
Where do you want to be?: Pulau Semporna..
Who do you want to be with?: Serena a.k.a Ida
Do you honestly love your friends?: Definitely
Who can always make you happy?: Malino Darumin & my family
Who do you love to talk to the most?: Serena
Who hates you?: I know one for sure and rite now she is busy with her industrial training

Who do you hate?: Some of uitm student..no need to mention who
What are you doing right now?: Amik tips sony vegas dri youtube n jwb soalan ni lorr
What are you talents?: Edit video n mkn n rase lapar selepas 15mnt mkn hehehe
How often do you cry?: Often
What did you do last night?: Makan
Would you ever go back out with an ex?: If he willing to become a muslim..i would
Have you ever used a condom?: Pe kejadah lak??!!!
Are you a virgin?: Totally
Is your boyfriend/Girlfriend a virgin?: Xtaw..
What's the last movie you watched?: 17 again
Ever been in true love?: Not sure tp rse cm..my 1st love is my true love..
Gotten high?: Never
Ever gone running?: Ke mana??
How much do you weigh?: Used to be 37kg but drop to 35kg
How tall are you?: 150cm
Gone skinny dipping?: No
Gone streaking?: No
Played strip poker?: No
Given a lap dance?: No
Made-out?: No
Rolled on the ground w/ the opposite sex?: No
Bungie Jumped?: No
Sang Kareokee?: Often..kalo ak dok s.alam mau j ak pg tiap2 minggu..
Been wet with your clothes on?: Kna hujan ker??
Seen the opposite sex naked?: Hehehe..mse kcik2 j lorr
Made fun of a fat person?: Often..tp hanya utk my friend lorr..esp Serena
Laughed at somone?: Mesti lorr
Looked at someone funny?: Curi2 tgk..
have you had "the talk" with your parents?: No
Been touched by the same sex?: Yup..
Ever been Horney?: Yes..
Looked at porn?: No..sgt anti
own any thongs?: No
Touched a genital of the other sex?: No
Thought about sex?: No
Had a "dirty" dream?: Ermm..mimpi kna kiss tue kire dirty ker??
Favorite animal?: Cats
Least favorite animal?: Belalang
Most missed Memory?: Mse bersama Malino Darumin..esp bila mkn tghari rmai2

Tag from Ima

2009-08-21T09:45:00.000-07:00

1) copy award untuk diletakkan di blog anda

2) nyatakan 6 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini

1. Huhu dia suka makan kot hehehe

2. Dia giler kucing!! same cm saya lorr

3. Die seorang y pandai berkata-kata

4. Minat gler kt Liyana Jasmay n Lady Gaga

5. Dia seorang y teror techno

6. Orang negeri9..

3) setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 9 fakta/hobi diri sendiri

1. addict pd editing video
2. hobbi ak minat org hahaha
3. suka memasak n menjahit tp masih xreti menjahit coz mama ajar garang sgt
4. Suke pd citer2 n lagu2 sedih
5. Suka mendiamkn diri bila berada dgn org y xselesa or benci
6. Takot pd belalang tp mama ckp ak mmg tkot pd semua serangga (hehe tol la tu)
7. Minat pd laki mata sepet n muka cam nak nangis (Kang Don Won)
8. Aku benci pada sesetengah orang dari uitm
9. Aku cerewet bab2 mkn!

4) anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka
erm..xde nak kasi spe2 pon..ak nk simpan utk ak sowng jer..hehehe gelak jahat

1) nama timangan anda? = lynne, mek, shany
2) anda seorg yg? = overdosed manja
3) insan yg teristimewa? = my parents n Erin
4) lagu kesukaan? = Jisun - What Do I Do

5) makanan kesukaan anda? = Daging Goreng

6) Sikap yg membuat anda stress = Orang yang lembap n perangai cam babi!

7) warna kesukaan anda?
biru

8) benda yg mesti ada dalam beg
i/c, lesen, card credit, card bank n duit

9) kali terakir anda menangis?
Semalam. Erin n ayah jatuh sakit :(

10) Tag
malas coz ak xde mase skg ni..

Whats Going On With Me

2009-08-21T08:26:00.001-07:00

Its going to be the longest uber post I ever do this time. I'm so busy and I would like to summarize it in only one post on what's going on lately with my life.

I'm writing this while listen to Yiruma - River Flows In You and Kiss The Rain..so beautiful melody ever. It remind me to the good old days with my pianist friend.

I had so many draft such Sri Nipah, Lunch, and wat so ever that I haven't post yet. I'm too lazy to post it. I will post it later when I'm done with this.

Last weekend my mom want to change the curtain with my aid. Its was a boring chores cause I couldn't do much since I just need to look at the curtain and make sure whether it was at the centre of it. It was simple but annoying, really. Finally it end up looking like this.

Nice, simple and yummy maroon curtain

Every Thursday I end up with Majlis Tahlil for my dearest departed uncle. We surely miss him this Aidilfitri. Every Thursday I would met my cousins. We just love hanging together and do our tasks. My mom said I was sign with the contract to be a waitress and served the guest for as long as 100 days. So that’s my job, pouring the tea, preparing the dish, counting the dish whether its enough of not, served the my cousins and so many more. Here it is..the picts of the dish for the night. I hate numbers thus I always end up confusing how many plate had I count..

Here it is..the dish was simple but the wish to alms zikrullah to late my uncle was the most important things.

Last night when I was watching the news, the old man came back!!! It's time for fasting month. We only see him during the announcement for any Hari Raya. I remember Lalat used to imitate him and record his video during the announcement. Here it is..

We had this habit where we would watch him announcing the date for fasting again and again. We start with Tv1 and Tv 2 then Tv3, then Tv9..it is just fun to watch him several times..

Lately I had been busy with my work at the office, there nothing much at the office but I just can't leave the office. Next week there's going to be a lots of presentation. I don't really like presentation especially when I was the person that are going to present for the going-away luncheon project. I had none experience in this sort of events. I'm good at culturing stool why don’t they just let me culture their stool or what so ever hahahaha…

It's a hectic week!! Friday and Saturday was the only two day I could relax but that was taken too. There's too many chores to do. I got to :

Swept the whole house
Get rid of the spider web in my room
Mop the whole house
Clean up my lappy
Find my lost kitten
Prepare the dinner
Crop picts to insert into Serena's frame she gave me
Had to go help my cousin preparing dish for her baby haircut event.

I need to clean up my desk..It is so mess up. it fill with junks and DVD!! Looks like a dustbin filled with a pile of DVD..

Messy, annoying forest there..

Huh too many things to do. I hope I could complete it today. Then I got to rush preparing myself for video editing. Since I had being selected into this MEPs program I really need to get into a real business! I had to learn so many things in this new video editing. To me, each members that had been selected are all professional and I am only amateurs. I hope I could compete them. Thanks to Luumih I had learn a different kind of techniques in editing.

Now, I just goy myself for a small part in Project 2 : So In Love With Two. I had to create the ending of the video. Its damn difficult, I only got only 24 seconds to display the love triangle theme. Thus I choose Zettai Kareshi which obviously the drama theme was about love triangle between Asamoto Soshi, Izawa Riiko and Tenjo Night. The song was fast pop and quite happy..it's really hard for me because my genre of video editing was sad and slow. I don't do fast sad, jealous video. I had none experience yet but I'll try my best.

See how determine I am.. This is the time where I was editing for Duelist - Sad love Story. It took me only two day to finish it. It was a junk really..when I am not in the mood the video will turn out rubbish like this one.

This morning, I got myself into Project 3 : What Hurt The Most which was my favorite song!! I haven't decide the drama yet, but I think there's many editors that would like to grab for Boys Over Flower . BOF is the most newest and hottest drama now days thus it’s a big responsibilities to carryout those drama for editing. I don’t have the nerve. I hope that I would get my part. I really into the climax with Part I but there's too many editor that compete for Part I too. I think my biggest competitor would be Elexis6. She is so talented! I had to make more video to gain more experiences.

To be honest I am running out of Korean and Japanese dramas. It's been a year I haven't visit Johor. I need to pay Serena a visit. Well actually I need to pay visit to Kipmart and Holiday Plaza hahaha. I need new material for editing. I think I should make a list. Yes that right a list!! Why don’t just I make one right now :

Hong Gil Dong
Snow Queen
Spring Waltz
Ying Ye De 3+1 (I'm not sure it’s the right title)
Nabuto Wa Produce
Greys Anatomy Season 5
Sassy Girl Chun Hyang ( My friend had lost it x_x !!!)

Yeah I think that’s it. Come to think about I don’t have to go to Johor at all!! Hehehe I could just ask Serena to buy it for me. I could bank in the money to her account. Yeah that right!! I just do that instead of stepping into Johor hahaha. Huh I cant wait for my salary payment for this month. I'm so excited to have that DVDs in my hand. Like I said before, I'm such a possessive person and I get what I usually want.

Oh yeah I almost forgot..CT had a new babies kitten. As usual she would disappoint us by delivering black baby kittens. It's ugly as usual haha. I think Tammy or Pak Tam are envy with the new kittens, thus he seldom being around the house anymore. I would care less about cat this days. I'm not in the mood for cat cause their such ugly and not too fun to play with. It is a curse. CT had curse all her babies to black..CT are such an idiot old cat hahahaha..

Here it is the balck babies..it just got born, still wet and slimy..yuck..the crowning process during the delivery really scares me. That’s one of the reason why I don’t want kids, but since being a teacher I think I am start to loving them..

Here's the prove. I love my second nephew..Elly. Only my second lorr hahaha..my first nephew Effi was a disaster that I could not mix in hahaha..

Erm just now i had conform myself into project 3 with BOF. I had to face the challenge! Elexis turn out to be nice person. I hope we could submit the most successful video MEPs ever.

Thanks to these projects it really helps me to occupied with my free time. I think that’s all for now, I need to get some sleep coz tomorrow is the first day of fasting and I don’t to have any problem in waking up during sahur hehehehe..END

Upload dah my new video..seronok sgt!!

2009-08-12T08:01:00.000-07:00

huhu dah siap pon video ak ni hehe..kali ni video ak xsedih sgt, ak cba wat kelainan plak..wat video cm thriller sket tp still i add up some sad part to it..act dh 2 video y siap tp ak mlas nk upload vid satu lg coz vid satu lg xckup sedih n motif die pon cm xsmpai jer..cm lembik jer..so kna touch up lg..in da mean time i had already started on my second project..BOF (boys over flower) since i had no raw material of this series in wmv file i had to used old methods..

Kna pkai kmplayer untuk cnvert or copy the DVD file into wmv or any file that sony vegas could read. Oh ak skg ni sjak ader sony vegas dh malas lak nk pakai movie maker..movie maker dh ketinggalan zaman hahaha..(bongkak giler ayat..ini la salah stu faktor knapa ader org akn bencikan ak nnt hahaha)

Oh to Serena, my only student y mnat wat bnda xberfaedah ni harap2 ko upload la video y dh berkulat ko citer nk wat tue...kte dh siap dh..jgn kater y BFF kt rmh ko tue jer..y malino darumin bler nk siap? Ak rase ko kte nak wat tue mse kite bru blik s.alam pas pd antar report prktikal..skg ni dh bulan bpe dh..be a woman that who stick to her words serena!! Jgn end up cm people i used to noe that such a liar..didn't stick to the promise they made before..huh cm dh jd sensitive jer..okey case close..

Bak kate kak cik or miss rosjunaini, kwn baek dri pilah..wat video ni stu hidden talent y leh bwa untung..ak sibok berbahas dgn beliau smpai abes penyek papan keyboard ak tue..pada pendapat ak, mnat wat video ni mmg laa utk fill up addicted bg certain people tue..cm stgah kwn ak ade y mnat melukis cartoon komik so die post blog die ngn lukisan komik ciptaan beliau, then ader sorg lg minat mengedit gmbar ngn photoshop so kejanya update blog die ngn photoshop pyer picts jer tp kteorg xpernah dpt keuntungan lg laa. Namun begitu kan bgus gk per y kak cik ckp tu btol2 jadi kenyataan..at least dpt la duit haha..tp ak wat ni coz ak mmg addicted to it..not for money....

Last but not least serena..as usual laa..jgn xphm2 lgi..jd jugde ak kay..

p/s : Ser i miss nk tgk vid GG y apologize tue n also vid gorgeous tue..wlpon vid gorgeous tu agak annoying tp miss nk gelakkan ko haha..

video cute

2009-08-08T00:30:00.000-07:00

video cute celcom..

adegan ni cm pnah berlaku jer mse form 6 dlu hiks hiks..

Hank : yufa jom kawan..

Shany : hehehe nak sgt !!!

Truth or Dare from FB

2009-08-07T04:11:00.000-07:00

Well i havent finish with my videos yet..still in progress..but i'll be posting it on youtube later..it's coming ur way..another sad vid dat will make ur tears rolling non-stop..huhu cnfident habes!!

This another quiz i took from FB..juz thinking of anywer it rite in my blog before i would end up tagging people..lol~

Lets get it started!!

1. Is it true people hate you?
i dunno..need to ask them not me..but i guess there r couples of pple that hate me

2. Is it true that you wet your bed before?
when i was a kid that was often..but now i dont do them anymore

3. Is it true you have farted during class?
Shhh..sometimes lol

4. Is it true you have a crush and they dont know?
Used to have crush n he already knew bout it

5. Is it true life has no meaning?
No..life do had meaning though i couldn't sort it out..
Though life could be sucks sometimes but life had da deepest meaning dat urge to find it out..

6. Is it true you have uncontrollable sexual urges?
Hurmm..no!!

7. Is it true you enjoy the company of electronics instead of friends?
Hehehe..most of the time lol~

8. Is it true you have embarrassed yourself horribly in front of a big group of people?
Ermm i dont think so..not any of i can remember..

9. Is it true your a horrible kisser?
Ever heard never been kiss..yeah thats me!! Beside kissing is totally over the edge as for muslimah!

10. Custom Question(just tell a truth about you that most people dont know)
I'm scared to death of grasshopper..

I would like to tagged some people on these quizz...though it quite a bored but there's nothing else for me to do than answering this quiz...
1. Azie
2. Ima
3. Adeck

Pengumuman

2009-08-03T06:44:00.000-07:00

Pengumuman : Aku sekarang sedang sakit rindukan nak editting video..Oleh itu aku harus bagi laluan kepada minat aku ini. Jika tidak di layan penyakit ini akan melarat. Oleh kerana proses ini memakan masa yang agak lama. Paling minimun pon semiggu jer..paling lame aku edit video pon sebulan.

Aku akan mengemaskini blog dalam masa satu atau dua minggu lagi. Doakan aku cepat sembuh daripada addicted ini please. Aku tak suka sakit lama-lama, tak boleh nak blogging n minum slurpee ngn cheese sandwich depan lappy.

ak tidak memilih

2009-08-03T04:15:00.000-07:00

Ak bukan laa seorg y memilih..

Ak tetap memandang lelaki melayu walapon mereka juga seorang yang berkulit tidak putih yang hidup di Malaysia ini.

Dari segi kualiti mesti laa ak hanya memandang lelaki barat. Ramai y tidak tahu ak sebenarnye ade keinginan utk bersama mereka2 ini..

Chester Bennington

Ak xdpat menahan diri bila tgk mamat nie (tidak berunsurkan lucah) bibirnya super seksi bler die memakai subang seperti mana dlm mtv crawling tue..rse cm cabut jer bibir die n lekatkan pd muka ak ni (sila tembak ak slepas ak siap entri ni..seorg lagi pesakit gila meroyan terlepas..meroyan kah ak ini??)

Patrick Stump

Huhu keyataan ini agak menyentuh sensitivity..ak ske org gmuk!!
Kalo ak suke kamu..ini juga membuktikan..Maafkan ak..

Felipe Massa

Aku bukan apa, tapi orang-orang kulit tidak hitam ini sangat hot dan chubby cm die ni. Dh lame ak usha pipi die ni. Sejak ak form 4 lagi .Xramai y tahu ak kipas susah mati F1. Impian ak nak pg tengok F1 selalo xmenjadi sebab poket 0 time racing. Oleh kerana ak itu ak hanya tengok die kt dlm tv jer. Skg ni die still coma dek kerna accident tempoh hari.

Aku sedih juga

Tapi pada hakikatnya ak harus berpijak di bumi yang nyata dan memandang lelaki melayu yang berkulit tidak putih di Malaysia ini.

Ak tidak memilih. Ak cuma pandang jer deorg ni sume..

Awal

Adam

Razif

Last but not least..

Sakhee

huhu deorg sume ni membuat ak malu tersipu-sipu..

Dan kepada semua yang tak rasa begitu gembira dengan orang2 yang ak pandang jer ni lantas tak boleh tepuk tangan Aku sarankan kamu semua tepuk benda lain bila gembira, sebab tepuk tangan xder la best sangat pun

Lastly..ak bukan memilih

rambut

2009-08-03T02:44:00.000-07:00

Ak bru pas wavy rmbut ak.
Sekarang rambut aku sebijik macam ni. Rambut sahaja. Warna tidak sama Kalo rmbut ak berwarna blond mmg tidak sesuai dengan seorang yang berkulit tidak putih yang hidup di Malaysia ini.
Muka kami tidak sama.
Tapi aku sangat teringin jika memiliki wajah sebijik cm beliau. Ak merupakan kipas susah mati die , walapon die bekas pesakit gila meroyan. Jangan salahkan die. Salahkn Justin Timberlake jer

Half -Day Bersama Cumax

2009-08-01T05:05:00.000-07:00

Huhu mula2 ak igt nk pg kja pastu tukar plan..bos ak ckp mggu dpan j laa start..bgus tol r bos ak ni. So dgn mse y ade ni ak decide nk g melawat tadika n jupe students ak..miss gler kt doerg..

Ak smpai tue ak jupe bestfriend ak y plg ak kamceng..k.zie..act die cma tua stahun j dri ak, n die xnak pon ak pggil die kak tp ak kn gedik ske berlagak muda..

Then jupe anak2 murid ak..hehehe sronok tol..cm artist j. Deorg jerit nme ak n lari nk peluk ak esp fazleen!! die dh bsar lorr..tp still comel. ak skg ske kco izz azim. die ckp pelat..borak pye borak then ak g mlawat hospital tmpat ak prktkl. Sbelah jer ngn tadika tue..

Hehehe excited gler dpt jupe cumax n da geng..deorg sume dah pkai tdung merah!!

Ak dismbut oleh k.ina. miss gler kt die. buat pgetahuan korg k.ina laa bestfrend ak y plg baek ngn ak..dlu die y slalo bonceng ak time nk g mkn jauh dri hospi..

Then jupe talhah n aiman..OMG!! Deorg mkin warak r..huhuhu..dlu2 talhah akn berceramah kt ak ngn k.mas psal kekejaman israel. Igt psal talhah die pntang dgr rehat taw. Dlu ak satu section ngn die mse wat media. Bile k.ina dtg ajk ak mkn die msti nervous n tumpahkn media y nk kna tuang dlm plate tue..kalo bab mkn mmg die y excited lbh2..slalo sorok nasi free ak..hehehe

Aiman..my savior..die laa ex microb y dri uitm..mse 1st day ak dtg die trus ajar ak sket2..ak mula2 cm nk nangis coz xtaw pape. Die ajar ak then gtau sume org spaya jgn buli2 ak..seronok laa ngn die. Die super malu kalo ak usik psal makwe die y juga merupakn kwn kpd wawa. Kciknye dunia kn?? Saling knal antara dak uitm n imr

Oh dh melalut..jupe deorg..talhah y dlu xpkai kopiah, skg dh pkai cm sweet gler dak tu hahaha..

Jupe cumax n mazura kt histo..mse lalu kt histo tue ak terpandang doctor yusry y ak ske dlu huhuhu...die ade lg!!! dlu die blah k USM coz nk wat research, skg die blik k hospital tue..huhu cm gediks jer ak ni hahaha..alah die docter y baek, mesti org len pon ske laa..plus single lak tu hehehe

Lepak ngn cumax, cumax ajak ak g expo pertanian kt stadium. Jln kaki laa k sana..kt sna kiteorg tgk musang..super cute!!! harga die rm5000!!! mahal siot. Mcm2 haiwan liar kt stu. Smpai ak pkir haiwan ni bleh di jual ke???

huhu tomel gler!!!

Pastu siap ader animal y plik ni...xigt nme pe dh tp die mnja gler..nk kter belai die laa..tkot gk mse tu..gigi die pnjg. Tkot lak kna gigit, pastu free msuk hospi kna rabies

abes mse ngn maen bnda aloh ni jer..

Then abes men tue..mama dah kol nk g kedai bli tudung bru..hurmm, xpuas pon bsama deorg..dh ler k.mas xde. Next weekend kna g rmh k.mas lak..dh lme die ajk ak g rmh die. Ak asyik bz jer..msti pg gk nnt..die laa bos ak mse kt prktkl dlu y ak slalo tido kt rmh die...msti pg gk..tp tue pon kalo bos ak xsuh kja weekend laa. kja swasta ni leceh laa

Eating Program

2009-07-31T05:33:00.000-07:00

Sume owg ckp ak mkin kurus..ini membuatkn ak mkin rungsing!!
But
There r certain of my friend ckp dh okey laa..
I'm tired of losing weight..i need to gain them not losing them

therefore i had agree to undergo eating program that had been schedule to me by local doctor..

It was easy..

all i had to do is eat!!

act jadual mkn tu doc xbg lg tp ak dh wat sendiri dlu
y ak dh prepare nk bg doc tue tgk adalah...

Morning
2biji telur msak sparuh
2bgkus nasi hahaha..(perkara bse maa)
air milo or chocolate (hehehe air y plg ak xkse..buat ak muntah jer tp ikut j la nasihat doc)
Half Morning
Eat snack or burger (i think big mac burger kot)

Lunch
Nasi 3 pinggan (pon dh bse dh nie..kdg2 leh jd 5 pinggan haha)
Dessert
Avoid anything spicy (ini krn tnga metabolisme ak tlalu tggi so kn elak mkn pedas)

Evening
Biscuit or anything sweet (i hate biscuit!! except for famos amos)

Dinner
2 plate of rice..

Supper
Ice-cream!!! (yikes memalm nk mkn ais krim better mkn ayam panggang kn?!)

Most of all ak kna exercise!!
huhu which i never had done in my entire life except kja pnjat bukit uitm tu bleh dikira exercise kn?? bleh laa tue.. oh i remember!!! modul sem 4 k 5 ntah..explore race!! ok itu ak kire exercise! Exercise thap extreme dh sbnarnye.

Act ak kna msuk tu 12 step program how to eat to gain

Ntah ler mlas nk amik course tue lg..byar mahal maa

i hope i can gain weight a.s.a.p.

i'm so stress thinking of it..

There's a reason act y i need to gain weight..but dat will remain confidential until i could reach the weight i dream of..lol~

last day in uitm

2009-07-31T01:14:00.000-07:00

I have been saving this post since forever.

Too tired with my eating program..everybody keep saying how skinny i had been after 2 weeks at shah alam..well all can say it is a busy,confusing,no eating week!!! i lost 2kilo..to me every kilo means everything. I had to started that eating program again..bluff i hope i can get fat for da convocation lol~~

It was last day in uitm..i tot the clearance would take a few minutes of our time. Who wouldn't have guess..it took us a day to make a complete clearance.

It is such a mess..we're totally had brought some of da items home!! n that items was obligatory for us to make the clearance. Darn it mawar!!

We're totally in desperate condition there. We nearly call everyone!!

Our saviour was Faizal!!

He came n lend us his bike. Honestly i am scared riding in da big city especially in klang. Izzah had to take the items at klang..i'm so worried of dying!! I can help imagine myself lying on da road!! hish chow tol otak mse tu

Ok let make it short..we finally get the items ready at 4pm..it is late!!! super late. Now we r running to faculty to send the form to the convocation n record department for storage. As soon we got there they said we need to get ourself a photocopy so we ran to the library to get ourselves a copy.

I hate the architect who design so many stairs at uitm that day..we was exhausted. We ran back to the convo department n they said that we must also send it to the office faculty..thanks god it was nearby..exactly at 5.30 pm..we're r no longer uitm students!! huhuhu i don't why but i get myself excited to say that again n again..

It was a relieved.. we spend our time at cafe to eat our very 1st meal of da day at 5.45pm..can i call it bruchdin?? (breackfast+lunch+dinner) totally hideous to any ear!!

while we was eating..janji ngn fizza hatta nk jupe die. She wanna send my precious DVD that she borrow..so sad..i was fond to her

Then terserempak ngn ex course mate biologi..ija bkan merah..i gave that new name for dgree..she even gave me nicks too.. nina richie.. lol everybody decide 2 have a new nicks for dgree..though it was a short time but pple kept calling me nina! so sweet. No one ever call me that!

Then our real mission is just started at 6.00pm..photography session with uitm n da members that we know!!!

Let gets it started with da person who gone to much trouble to made uitm as glorious as ever..our beloved misai tebal tan sri abu shah..

Then terjupe Farah at foyer menara..she had a bad cold n fever..pity her!!

Hurm there r not so many pple left at faculty when its already 6.30p. so i want 2 have the image of our boast edifice..

pejabat v.c y tersergam indah n cost a lots of money there!!!

Its lounge that connects to library i guess..i didnt have da opportunity to step inside it..mybe nnt convo laa

maen2 kt mini waterfall..act sgt memalukn nk pose bersimpuh cmtu kt public, with pple watching us..wat the heck it was my last day there..

My faculty for about 3 years..huhu going to miss u baby

Oh menara uitm..though our faculty attached to this tower but we dont have many classes there. Only for bel for part3 and etr lecture..thats all i could think of laa

Then bubye kt DC..it wasnt my fav spot until we got kicked to melati..hurm..ni nk mre dak2 medic y amik tmpat kami di kenanga!! which also mnjadi punca nape kteorg ngn noi terasing untuk sem akhir. it was hard time for everybody.

Ak xpnah dok bilik 4 org..here at melati i had experience it. Bsing n menyerabutkn kepala esp during final exam!!!

Amik j la kenangan bersama mawar though it only for 2 weeks..

Our mission finally end at 7.00 something..i went to brother house with izzah..so tired..n the new bibik was kind of weird. She was super excited when i got home. Mybe she had no one to talk with.. It is very hard to teach her to speak malay.. wateva the point is i'm so tired n juz knock myself on da bed..

4 watever it cost..i still n always love uitm in my own way

luv u..daaa uitm
sarangheyo

my love song 4 da moment..

2009-07-26T17:59:00.000-07:00

I haven't met any angel by my side but this song is so sweet..Nadrah kindly introduce this songs 2 me.. let juz say everybody hoping for angel by their side. I haven't found any but it will came later. nothing 2 worries about..

This song give me some spirit lift up thingy, that i must fight 4 something i luv n care.. i fight 4 it but it seems to slip away.. there is nothing i can do anymore, i juz can watch it slipping through my finger..It's sad but it's okay coz there will b NEW angel by my side.

Songs to move on...

2009-07-23T09:19:00.000-07:00

Listen to these song kept me going on without turning back..as long as i dont listen to any matta song n taeyeon- if i'll be just fine..

To anyone out there that still struggle to move on..let cheer up our life with musics!! Pple say music is life so there's nothing wrong to spice up our life with some of these encouraging songs rite??

My fav of encouraging songs r

Miley!!!

Then it will definitely be

Hillary Duff

Totally repair my mud y dh ntah k mne..

If u ever thinking of moving on but stuck up with uncertainties whether your action was rite or wrong..believe in ur instinct n just do it n if u failed just let it go slowly..
Come on u dont wanna b other pple doormat forever rite..

It's time to move on..

Super BFF

2009-07-23T05:40:00.000-07:00

Most of da time I feel living in uitm was a mistake but I was definitely wrong bout it.. There was a semester that I can live peacefully without any threat of that bitch that used to make my life as a living hell…

Well all I noe is I do love uitm in certain way..esp uitm k.pilah.. It is 1st place that brought us together..

MaLiNo DaRuMin.

Pilah dihatiku

But this is da place that strengthen our bond of friendship..uitm s.alam

Waterfall y ku bangga2

Presenting MaLiNo DaRuMin

(Maz,Lin,Noi,Dayah,Rusnah,Yasmin)

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Mazni..

She was already my bestfriend at Pilah..

She always said that I look arrogant when I 1st entered da class. Tmbah2 lak ak pg speaking..she though I was mnah y nk jd mat salleh mse tue..so funny. I though she was kind of weird coz she too nice giving this diskette(oh pendrive mse tue mhal lg) to people that hardly she knew..but after getting p close n personal with her..she was super nice n quite a sensitize person and oh not forgetting super religious person. Noin told me that she was quite a romantic person..lol~

I can’t judge her that way..i cant imagine why in da 1st place noin said her like that..noin used to be her roommates..ehem2 is there something that we dint know here??!!!

There a thing I like to remember her…she was always there when I need her..she would never abandon me when others do..cthnyer mse sume org nak try shortcut dgn trun tgga curam dkt cempaka, ak dh cuak gler n die temankan ak ikut jln jauh coz ak ni super gayat. That was one of da memory I would never forget..

Noin

At Pilah she was my housemates. Her room was next to my room. I always thought that she arrogant coz she looks good. I was wrong!! Don’t anyone ever told you don’t ever judge someone by its cover. This was a good example here..

She was nice n hilarious n also a determined person..when she want to have it she will have it. She was kind n emotional. Not that emotional r not gud..sometimes it fits her well..Here is s.alam she used to be my roomies..she took care of me n we always discuss heart 2 heart thing b4 sleep at nite. I remember we cry talking about it..It was a good memory for me to remember.

Ida / Serena

Kt pilah dlu, ak cma igt die pnah dtg bilik ak skali jer utk temankn wawa blaja math. Mse tue ak bru blik klas n ak igt spe laa bdak ni..dh ler duk kt katil ak..maen N-gage lak tue..kire canggih gk laa hp N-gage mse tue..Since I was friendly (hahaha pandai2 mgaku) I ask her name n start da conversation to make her feel comfortable.

Mse kt s.alam lak she also told me that I was arrogant at da 1st glance..aiyo muka sombong ker ak ni..i thought I was friendly back then..mse kt s.alam laa y mjdikan kteorg rapat. Rupe2 dak y ak sgka pemalu n pendiam ni kecoh gler n ske glak jer..She was super good listener n always giving advice though she had none experience in it. She had a good heart n always give n take with her frends, but sometimes she she is such a pain too.. When we fight it usually last for an hour then we would burst into laugh thinking of it. I like to remember her when we spent our time at dangga bay cycling together..i t was da greatest memory ever..

Rusnah / Vanessa

At Pilah she was my housemates.. I had a friend name akma which I love to hang out at her room, n there was onah lying on her bed reading. From back then I knew she was a hardworking person..always with her book n notes. I knew she was from Melaka.

Mse kt s.alam die sbnarnye seorg y talkative gak..die ske merepek hahaha..esp kalo time lab prcatical she love to talk about nonsense thing that we could never understood..it is unexplainable, but we're enjoyed ourselves when she start babbling. We just burst in to laugh n she was like..what? She was kind, hardworking, workaholic, sweet n romantic person. When we're half dead in agricultural lecture, she was standing still n copy all da notes..n becoz she was my partner in environmental project, I like to remember her as my guidance when I was lost..she would hand me her notes n teach me what to do next..she was my savior in practical thingy..

Alin

Back then at Pilah I used to shout her name out loud coz her name resemble to my names..Die mrupakan kwn k.imah which was my roomates. So pepagi Alin would came to my room n wait to go to the class with k.imah.. N I was like..hey alin..Here in s.alam, we had hard time to differ our name..when somebody called lin, we would turn to answer it..it was hard, until Noin gave me thiz name Mek . I hate that name!! Nme tue utk nenek n org siam laa kalo kt klate..Thats why I didn’t allowed anyone to called me mek unless they were MaLiNo DaRuMin..they had no rite to called me that!!

Oh smbung psal alin..she was super nice, with a bit of sensitive and sometimes could be emotional..She usually emotional on people that provoke our friendship, thus having her around was a benefits.. She protects us !! She was like Serena..bising !! When Alin n serena bersatu, it was like kuntilanak n lansuir bersatu lol~~ super bising..One memory I would like remember her as my savior..she used to protect me from that bitch when we was in semester 1..i couldn't thanked her enough for that.

Well thats all 4 my buddies that I could not live without them…while others r..

Asrul

1st time I met him at Pilah when Sopi tell me he want to know the real "Shany" at thiz comp lab..i juz smiled at him n that was it. While when we was at s.alam we love hanging out together at sect 2. He used to discuss his private matter with me and so do i. He was the best male guy I ever met..super nice n tolerate with my crazies behavior.. One thing I remember that anytime there was a long vacation we're always busy with buying ticket for each other..

Daus

He came to me in semester 4..he ask for friendship from me..it was weird n flatter really cause no one ever ask for friendship..it just happen rite??!! Well to make it short..he was da only person I knew that wasn’t from Pilah. He love to gossip n we would gossip bout anything without hurting anyone okay!! What was between us keep between us, it never leak to other person..He was super nice n having him around was a pleasure. I hate people who treat him as jerk..I think they were the jerk..let deal with this..he was nice n everybody like him so who da hell r u to judge n provoke him..

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Lastly they were da person that stand behind me trough this crazy n hilarious 3 years n a half..pilaerz!!

Sbut pilaerz trus cmae to my mind was ice-cream kt pkan pilah y best kalo pas joggging..

They were da frends that will carry on with my label n label stick forever..my super BFF..

Ronda2 ngn Roomate

2009-07-17T23:46:00.000-07:00

Huhuhu..presenting my roomate for julai 2009…

Noor Izzah

Bdak microbez gak..kbtulan mse nk dftar kolej terjupe die..so pe lg..jom r sebilik. Kteorg mmg one of a kind r..sume bnda nk sme..mnat pon nk sme..kesedihan pon nk sme..even sme2 bhenti uitm..hahaha mmg byk y common thing between kteorg..plik dlu npe kte xpnah berkwan..hahaha (Psst rmai dak spm y kte ak sombong dlu btol ker??!! Aiyo ak rse ak sgt friendly per)

Persamaan kteorg : Mkn roti pon nak sesame..die ske tuna sandwich n telor ak pon ske..ak ske preego pasta cheese die pon ske..smpai dtg bulan pon nak sme hahaha..

Mse nie kteorg on da quess nk pg karaoke..then kteorg starting ngn bruch..Ni ler mkanan ak y cm nak best gler..pnuh ngn rumput bak kter serena..serena ske gtaw org y ak ske mkn rumput. Ak sering disamakan dgn kambing oleh die ngn ciwawa..pada hakikatnyer deorg jelez ak mkn rumput tue dgn pnuh crunchy..deorg nk gk tp malu nk mgaku..ak taw..

Tp sebelum tue kteorg pg mkn dlu..nyum2 best..Ni lauk izzah..ikan nak panjang smpai terkeluar pinggan..minah ni hantu rebung rupenye..ak xpnah mkn rebung n die la org ptama y introduce rebung kt ak..bru ak taw rebung bleh mkn gk rupenye..mcm2 ek manusia mkn..rebung laa..rumput laa

Huhu ni air ak y glass gdabak besar..ak kongsi ngn izaah..xlarat nk mnum sowg2..tue pon dh rse nk terkencing mnum sparuh cawan…bse la metabolisma y tinggi kteorg ni..tnaga metabolisma pon nk sme hahaha.

Today kteorg nak pg karaoke!! Excited gler sbb 1st time nak nyayi..lgu pertama ak y nyanyi dlu..cm itik y ntah pape jer..lagu Kelly Clarkson - because of u.. Then Izzah nyanyi lgu Agnes - matahariku, bget suara power la tue..skali cm ayam jer hahaha..then berduet lgu Rossa - ayat2 cimpazie.. Gbungan itik n ayam..mmg rosak r lgu tue..pastu ak ttup konsert ak ngn Avril lavigne - I'm with u..nyanyi dgn pnuh pghayatan smpai cm nk terberak pon ader lol~~

Izah ttup konsert die ngn lagu ungu - kekasih gelap..ntah pape jer..lirik byk haa… jer..dh ler tempo lari..xsmpat nk kjar..piching terbang dibawak ayam jantan.

Huhu cm mnah pelayan karaoke y bertudung lol~

Ni bget mas idayu version itik

Ni bget mas idayu version ayam

Times Square Mega sale!!

2009-07-17T23:23:00.000-07:00

Aiyo ini stu mega sale y ak xleh nk elak!! Super sale gler.. Kteorg blur smpai xtaw kdai mne nk beli bju n sume harga cm siot jer murah..mmg xnk blik r rsenyer..harga sale sana sini..

Kteorg bli bju kotak2 y kini mnjdi trendy..dulu geng2 bangla jer y mnat pkai bju petak2 ni. Xsangka kini melayu pon mnat ngn gaya bangla hehehe termasuk la ak ni..pas pd tu si noi ni sbok la plak nk mencari belt utk dipandankn ngn bju die tue..pd mse tu la ak terslah org. Mmg malu gler!! Ak melompat kt belt n jerit nk pkai belt putih dgr pnuh excitednyer..skali tgk bkan noi y kt sblah ak..slamber gler ak blah walapon dak tu gelakkn ak…wateva laa

Then kteorg tgk thiz handbag..uhuhu biru!!! My fav color y dh become colorless after dh lme sgt mnat.. Unik gler handbag ni tp ak cm xberminat nk bli coz nmpk cm plastic bag kt bintang mall kt sect 7 jer..cma versi biru j laa..hehe

cian hdbag ni..plastic keras semacam..

Brunch time!! Yes..delicious!! Yummy!!! Mkn ayam black pepper.. Ape2 y black pepper mmg fav gua laa

Leh nmpak x betapa kotornyer tgn alin in da pict..nk show plate pon dh xder..mamat tu cpt sgt angkut kteorg pyer plate..mmg excited bekerja mamat r kt stu..

Sebelum blik noi mghadiahkan ak perfume Ralph Lauren.. Dh lame ak mcari perfume ni..akhirnyer hehehe dpat free tue..Noi dh xguna brand ni lg..die pkai woman of earth lak…smells sweets gk her new perfume. Hurm ak pon xtaw sjak bler ak cm dh ske bnda alah ni,dlu cm xpnah amik port pon..

Ni y noin bg..ralph lauren ..orange pyer

Ni y ak bli..ralph lauren ..biru pyer..my fav color

Bersatu orange n biru…

Huhu then kteorg depart ke pasar seni..alin n noi blik ke ptaling while ak blik ke shah alam sesowg..so bosan kna berdiri j dlm bas tu..pastu dh ler ade bdak gmuk ni asyik maen ngn saliva die j..ceh2 saliva tue..scientific name lg.. Kaki bdak tue xleh dok diam asyik sepak kaki ak jer..mau j ak pjak2 bdak tu..geram tol!!! Wateva laa dah lepas biar j la lpas.. Erm cm dh jd tagline k lak tahun ni..wat eva..

Bestfriend 4eva..BFF nolimin

Perjalanan Hari2 Terakhir Di UiTM

2009-07-17T23:06:00.000-07:00

Ermm..

Title nak best jew..

Ak berjaya memujuk alin berpose ngn tudung bru dlu sblum memulakan adventure.. jeng..jeng..jeng.. Alin pkai pkai shawls!! Super ayu.. If only laa xxxxx tgk die pkai shawls ni, msti cair pyer r..hehehe

Starting off ngn main lift kt mawar.. Ni back pose of alin maen tekan sume floor kt mwar..huhu sje2 maen lift. Mmg xleh blah tol..nnt kalo lift kt mawar tue rosak taw2 la spe pye kerja ek hehehe..

Sesmpainyer kt faculty y disayangi iaitu fac 'applied science' kteorg menerokai tmpat bru esp ade louge bru kt bhagian tepi lib tue..sblum org laen rasmi dlu p kte kteorg rasmi dlu..tp mse jejalan tue I jupe kekasih lame i..huhu misai tebalnyer mencairkan hati ku ini..

Oh abu shah..

Pastu kteorg pg melekap kt board NDC ni…ntah p function uitm pg mghabiskan duit kt banda laah cmni..uitm ske mbazir kpd bnda2 plik..dri buang duit cmtu, per kte uitm tubuhkan stu jabatan khas utk penukaran kos. Dgn cara ini dak2 xperlu la pkai cable or rasuah or xkna tengking2 kt ktua program y cm bangang x gitu kn?? Sy amat mglakkan n mencadangkan jabatan ini ditubuhkan..dgn cara ini sy tidak perlu la quit uitm..

Huhu ndc?? New divide centre??

Ak y cute haha

United NDC

Another pembaziran uitm utk menampakkan kecantikkan n keunikan faculty ini.. Wateva I am a big fans of mirror so I don’t care so much kalo nk ltak mirror y bsar gdabak ni kt mne2 part in my faculty huhu~

Mirror mirror hanging o da wall..

Three stooges

On da way home after alin n noi settle with their works kt uitm shah alam so kteorg menuju semula uitm jalan othman y cm best! On da way home..i see this board.. I will be missing this institute of science.. I luv science so much esp biology. Sejak kecil lg ak bercita2 nk jd saintis n kini ak mcapai cita2 ku..i'm so hepi..

Long live institute of science

Jalan pyer jalan..stop to hav some drink n thiz drinks remind me of my friends..SHARK!! Huhu xsagka shark ader jenama air minuman tersendiri. Ak igt ak sorg j y nk wat business..x ku sangka shark dh berbuat demikian sblom ak hantar proposal ak kt Mr. TJ..

SHARK..energy drink tue..

Sebelom blik pg lunch kt s.2 bersama kak mazni..huhu

Last bruch kteorg bersama..miss ida n onah..wish they were here to gegarkan kedai kt. s.2..

Goodbye UiTM

2009-07-10T23:38:00.000-07:00

Finally i had decided.. i hope i will not regret it after thiz..
i had made my mind..

Goodbye uitm

I will canceling my degree in uitm.. i had a better plan!! which i hope it fits with me n does work out like i plan. I hate to say thiz but i am super duper excited to leave this uitm hahaha

Ak bkal menjadi seorg pegawai pemasaran haha..tk sia2 ak blajar etr sem akhir, akhirnya ak akn mempraktikkan ape y ak blajar ini dlm bidang kerja ak nnt. ak dh tk peduli lg..ak tpksa menjadi y hipokrit demi plan ak ini..wateva laa y pnting ak bhagia.

Selamat tinggal kekwn..blajar la bersungguh2..jgn jd mcm ak hahaha~~

Missing Home

2009-07-03T03:13:00.000-07:00

I miss my mom, dad, kak n erin..n pak tam..
I miss them so much
I miss home..
I'm homesick

:_(

Scared..Confuse..Lonely..N..Soulless

2009-07-01T09:59:00.000-07:00

i'm scared..new enviroment is coming to me 2morrow..

i dont how to face it tomorrow. It is like a new starting line 4 me. Strange faces with familiar place. How could i erased the memory when the people that used to b there weren't there?

I'm scared.

It's different this time. I really need some familiar faces that i comfortable with 2 help me cope with da new enviroment n homesick.

I know..i am 23 but still pamper as 12years old kid. But there is nothing wrong 4 being too pamper.. I love my family dearly though sometimes i just didnt noe how 2 show it or say it.

I'm scared.

What if i couldnt blend in with da crowd.. There's no one 2 listen 2 my babbling n there's no one 4 me to badger with.. What if i could not find da person dat just like u?? What if u had another friend dat could take my place..

I'm terribly scared.

Please dont replace me though we didnt see each other anymore..

I'm scared..What if i chicken out in this course?? Who's shoulder am i suppose to rely to? More tears drop will fall soon..

I'm scared..terribly scared..

This is 4 my fellow frends in da past..
i will neva replace u guys..esp U....u noe who that i meant here ..i bet u noe..no other else but U

Durian Sulong..

2009-07-01T00:54:00.000-07:00

memo :

ini bukan name manusia y bernama sulong ek..title tu sme ngn nme jiran ak..ko xde pokok durian pon ek sulong..

Huhu akhirnya pokok durian kesayangan ayah ak membuahkan hasil gk..ni la buah sulong pokok tue..ak try membukanya tp ak berputus asa pd suku mse pertama lg..then ayah ak tlg bukakn..

Tekaan ak bile ak terasa susah nk open durian tu, msti la buah tue putik or xmasak lg tp ayah ak ckp cba la bau dlu.

“Aiyo..ayah..xigt ka? Anak ini cma ade hdung xde deria bau la”

Then bile try..hehehe masak..jeng jeng

Haha p lg kn..ngap j la..

Sedap!!

Tag Azie

2009-07-01T00:13:00.000-07:00

1. Nama yang sepatutnya diberi jikalau nama sekarang tidak ada:

Takder..

Sememangnyer dri dlu NUR AMANINA..cahaya cita-cita keluarga harapan keluarga..

Inspirasi dri nme kakak..NUR AMANI..

Then my lil sist..NUR AMANIRA..mmg sme jer

2. Sediakan gambar passport yang paling latest:

amik utk cover gmbar passport ak y lme, wak2 ak msih dak2 hingusan lg

3. Gambar bersama salah satu hadiah dari salah seorang sahabat:

A gift from Serena..recycle from post lame 'my top ten precious things'

4. Gambar phone yang dipakai sekarang:

walla ni pict pertama ko my new babies..nme die chokiey

5. Gambar pertama yang ada dalam (mana-mana) folder foto anda di komputer:

Sowi my frend..mmg dlm mne folder ak gmbar kucing y naek dlu. I'm a cat lovers..
Y dlm pict ni Ct (which r still alive but tgh sakit gigi krn sudah tua) n Abu which had past away for a quite time..I can't even remember Abu mati sebab ape..

6. Nama yang ke 10 dalam contacts henfon anda:

019-9301554
Ntah die mamat tu pkai lg ker no ni..ni kwn ak mse form 6 dlu..

7. Lagu ringtone henfon ketika panggilan masuk:

Cobra Starship ft Leighton Meester – I Make Good Girls Go Bad

8. Tag 8 rakan lain:

Huhu malas nk tag org skg..

Jalan2 Time Weekend

2009-06-29T05:55:00.000-07:00

Last weekend ak pg la jejalan kt r.panjang since ak nk bli bebarang murah2 utk blik k uitm, lgpon mama ak ade sewakn kdai kt sna so ak leh dpt brg ngn percuma jer huhu..so ak cm dh aim nk g rembat p kt kdai k.noni..antaranyer..

selendang
beg
tudung bse2

then pas g shoppin n abes kt beratus kt stu..mama ak ckp laa die lapar so kteorg decide nk mkn nasi air.. mse tu ak teringat gler kt ex-roomate ak..serena n vanessa..doerg xpnah dgr nasi air..deorg selalu byangkn nasi air ni bubur nasi..ini membuatkan ak rse nk berblog psal nasi air dan hasilnya adalah....

utk pgetahuan korg ni la nasi air..

TADAA..

nyum2..best mkn panas2..y ni y ak xkaco lg

Yg ni y ak dh mkn sket..cmni la rupenye nasi air wahai cik serena n vanessa ek..

ianya sgt best..dlm tu ade daging, ayam, sayur n cm2 lg n kuah die tu cm sup kot..haha ak pon xsure psal ni. xpnah wat lg..bubur pnah laa. Best gk r, tp ak xske mkn benda panas n berkuah..ak cma sgt skekn nasi putih y pnas n dging goreng kunyit..kpd BFF ku hafal tu!!

haha itu sje..oh btw dlm2 byk2 brg ak bli kt sna..ak cma nk post y ni jer..my new purse..
Anna Sui pye..walaupon ciplak tp ia mmg cm ori pye..r.pnjg mmg syurga membeli la..lbh krg petaling street laa..

huhu my new purse..ANNA SUI celop kui kui~

- Misi Mencari Mc Yaa Berakhir -

2009-06-25T14:49:00.000-07:00

FARAFINALIYANA a.k.a ARIESGURLZ
(Effa, Zakirah, Fizah, Wardah Nabilah, Lin, Yaa, Ana)

Kami berkawan sebagai satu geng since high school lg. As naimian its a tradition to have a gang. If u r a geek n alone..u definitely had to survive n cope with da bullied enviroment. Though this is an arabic school, it wasn't like what other people would think it is. In Naim, the students will b divide into 3 group..

Da 1st group~
Da UPPER class a.k.a POPULAR typo..
yup..they're mean, bullied n also popular. They were da one who responsible 2 make da life of group 3 as living hell..trust me if u're not in a gang n doesn't move with their flow..u r dead meat!!

Da 2nd group
Da MIDDLE class
i was in da thiz group..in thiz group u r not a geek n also not popular..thiz group can tolerate group 1 & 3..but u dont want 2 expose urself to b to friendly wit group 3 in front of group 1..coz group 1 as i sad b4..they will made ur life as a living hell!! doesnt matter which group u r in..

Da 3rd group
Da LOWER class a.k.a GEEK typo
they were geek n nerd (skema)..i think they had their own thinking on how 2 set thing with their life or style, but da group 1 wont made their life at ease..sometimes i think the upper class should just let them b..i had a friend which gone through her 2years finishing her high school in thiz group..she suffered so much..she came to me n i was young n idiot at dat time..i refuse her..i'm soo sorry!! and becoz of dat she ultimately disappear from us..

I was regret 2 let her gone through it without friends..n becoz of dat..ak memulakan misi mencarinya..ak bkn bermksud mgatakan mc yaa dlm kategori ketiga..die pd mulanya berada dlm kategori kedua gk..slesa bersama FARAFINaLIYANA..tp selepas perpecahan pd form 4.. she lost her insecurities when Effa ader kwn2 bru n she wasn't..

Setelah 6thun terpisah..lgsung tiada khabar dri Mc' Yaa. We all miss her so much..Life was cruel to her at dat time..stelah berhempas pulas mencarinya dekat stahun lbh.. kami menjumpai klue2 spt..

1. she was married
2. she was a nurse
3. she work at thiz private hospi in kelantan

n to short da stories..i met her mom at da post office while kuarkan duit dri asb ( ak xapply ptptn utk dgree 1st sem) then her mom call me out..

"Lynne??"

i turn aroud 2 see her mom..

"OMG!!! mama mc' yaa!!! mane mc 'yaa auntie?"

pas pd tu ak interrogates mama die habis2.. and

1. she was really married..kwin blan 3 lpas
2. dia mmg nurse
3. die kja sblah tmpat ak prktkal jer..aiyo.. dkt jer npe ak xpg check j mse prktkl aritu
4. husband die org bachok
5. got her phone no..

and lastly i call her..she was happy go lucky as usual.. i set a day n time..so today i'm going to met her after 6 years terpisah n bersalah pdnyer.. thank you ALLAH.. world aren't so big after all..

LenLen n Dak Suara Itik

2009-06-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

inila lenlen ak tgh maen dokter2 ngn ak..best die cium pipi ak wlpon ak y suh ahaks.. she is super cute n comel. Skg cma tinggal 4 hari jer lg ak kerja kt tdika tue, then ak xleh jpe lg my prettiest lenlen..mgkin kah die akn igt ak y ske banget sme die y tembam itu?? i wish i had a child juz like her..super cute!!

Suara ak cm itik n pnuh ngn slang klate pkat..huhu..wlapon sore ak cm itik tp itik lg suara justin. hahah..sowi i'm juz a kipas ssh mati britney spears...lol~

Da Result

2009-06-23T03:13:00.000-07:00

yes!!! i pass da test with only 3 mistake which were..i couldnt use my hand brake, gear n signal correctly..As 4 da signal..i was too nervous..i cant remember where to show r not 2 show da signal light..what da heck..i pass it already!

After that i was rushing to uitm webpage n...i click accept!!

Hahaha u read it right..i finally accept it. After so long of thinking..i am still a part of uitm lg..i dont noe whether to b frustrated about it or to cheer on it..my freaking enemy is still there..well i hope she's gone when i step my feet there..hahaha..i dont wanna c ur sick face ever again..u disgusted me..

There will b lots of friends that missin in action..serena..vanessa.. i will miss u..oh yeah..my dearest sherz pon dh xder gk..hope nnt kte der ksempatan jupe n hang out sme2 gk.. as 4 me..this thing (dgree) is a new challenge 4 me..i hope i can cope n adapt it very well..bse la ak kan pamper..ssh nk adapt ngn tmpat bru ble berpiah ngn mama ni..wateva..takes time but xkesah la ak mmg ske mnyusahakn serena n sherz dlm bab2 ni haha..

Well stakat ni dats all..i pass da JPJ test n got my license again..kna tmpal 'P' pd my future car huhu

..Model Xcun..

2009-06-22T07:43:00.000-07:00

huhuhu ak dh jd model y xcun huhu..ye mmg tol plz check out thiz blogs..
haha dlm byk2 model ak la y plg xcun..

http://ierazirared.blogspot.com/

act ni la pnjual tdung syria ku y setia..cik ziera. Harga y die twarkan murah2 then she is super friendly n snang nk negotiate n most important can b trust..

Selepas dah jupe pnjual on9 y cm bez cm die ni..trus ak tk nk beralih pd pnjual y laen. Bside ak dh kire jd customer ttap dh..seronok men booking tdung ni cm nk bli brg on ebay at da last minutes jer..

Test JPJ

2009-06-22T04:09:00.000-07:00

Buat mse skg ni ak mnaip dgn lemah sekali..huhu tgh pose ganti..

Esok adalah hari y mendebarkan bg aku..ak super takot rite now..ye esok ak test lesen. Wlaupun ak dh pnah test dlu tp perasaan kna test smula ni tkot r..scara jujurnye ak msih blum igt laluan jalan raya A, B n C y ak nk test esok..

So pd pgi2 esok lg ak akn practice jap ng pakcik basri then kol 10.30 ak dh kna test..doakan ak berjaya n harap2 ak dpt pgawai y baik..or gatal haha..smoga ak leh tackle die n die meluluskan ak haha..jhatnyer niat ak d petang nk berbuka pose ni..

Ok pape hal doakan ak berjaya esok hari..pape result nnt ak akn berblog about it nnt

..Tudung Syria Pertama Hak Milik Aku..

2009-06-19T03:49:00.000-07:00

Jeng jeng..memperkenalkan tudung syria!!
hehe ak tau opening ak ni mmg poyo..wateva

Ni adelah 1st entry ak ngn 1st tdung syria ak..comel tk tdung tue..ak ske pkai tdung ni. kain die lmbut n selesa..plus snang sgt dipakai. Thanks a lot 2 ziera 4 thiz tdung..

P/S : Iklan jap
my dearest serena..i miss u sesangat!! nnt ble ak dh smbung dgree ak akn melawat ko pd ari weekend..i miss u so much!!! plan k jhor bermula smula haha

Degree Dilemma End

2009-06-19T00:43:00.000-07:00

It's over..i finally had decided n it's final..though i was a little bit upset n unhappy but i go with da flow..i will proceed my studies in biology fullstop...

Confuse..

2009-06-16T03:38:00.000-07:00

Seperti sume sudah mklum..result dgree da kuar..n things r juz like i expect it would be.. Mmg ak ader apply for this course but in da last minute i change my mind n nk back off tapi..ak xsempat nk edit last chance y die bg kite tkar our choice.. i really expecting course dat will end me up as science officer or lecturer without requesting me to futher my study into master level.

Things got really tangled up in me when i met this graduate from this major course from UPM. She said it was hard 2 find a job wit this dgree. She need 2 further her study up 2 master level to become a researcher.

I cant do master..i can't!!!!!! I'm too old for dat!!!

If i took this course i will b finishing it at 26 if only i don't get extend laa..then kalo smbung master lak, plg pendek 1 tahun..27 tahun!! pada umur 27 tahun ak xkeja2 lg?? aiyo..then kena pk nk kwin lak hahaha..ak nk kja 5 tahun dlu then bile dh stable bru pk kwin..kire2 32 tahun..wah dh xsubur haha...mmg tua ngn blajar r.. so confius..tk nk jd anak dara tua y xkeja n xkwin huk huk :(

I'm so worried sampai xleh tido semalam....worried nyer!!!

Neck Scarf In Progress

2009-06-13T06:04:00.000-07:00

Dedicated 2 some1 special.. it takes me ages to finish it. It's a disaster..though i don't have da time 2 repair it. Everyday 2 lines..on weekends 20 lines..so this is as far as i could make it done. Nice huh (trying to pleased myself). It make a cute neck scarf for xoxo..

Hari Hepi Ak, Hari Sedey Mu

2009-06-12T09:32:00.000-07:00

amcam interesting x title tue? Act ak bru jer nk excited coz ak dh der penganti bru kpd k550i ak y telah diragut pada bulan 4 lepas..so sad :(

Bermula pd jam 10.30pm td inila hpon bru ku tadaa..sejibik cm ima..

tadaa..k810i

though y ak berkenan sebenarnya model k850i tp since ak xder bf kaye n takot nk ader sugar daddy so ak ikut kemampuan ak je la..kire up sket dri k550i tp tu xbermkna ak xmyayangi mu, k550i ku y telah diragut.

Betapa ssahnyer ak nk pg bli k550i dlu tue. Dlu2 ak bknnyer kaki merayau sgt. KL tue pon ak leh kire bpe kali ak pg sepanjang ak kt uitm dlu. Nmpak sgt ak student y sweet n baik gler. Perjalanan nk dptkn k550i tu agak ssah memandangkan ak org y jakun ngn trasport awam. So ak pg la ngn BFF ak ke sana ditemani dak2 fud tech lalat n cik ros. Bermcm karenah ade, tp nsib baek BFF ak miss Serena Kayu Sen ader di situ bersabar ngn ak n membantu ak membeli hpon k550i tue.

Eh dh jauh ak melalut..cter sbnarnyer..bermula

Disaat ak tgh hepi nk g kdai mlm ni, pd ptg td, ak dikejutkan ngn satu pggilan ntah dri spe..ak jwb ler..ak dgr suare si Serena bru pas nangis.

"Mek, handphone ak kna ragut cm ko gak!!!"

Mmg swine tol peragut. Ak pyer excited nak testing 3G ak y pertama ngn BFF ak, ko g rgut kwn baek ak pyer phone!! Mmg xmsuk syurga r korg. Menindas kaum perempuan y comel n lemah ni. Abes skg ak dh xleh 3G lg ngn die..watpe ak bli..mmg siot peragut iban tue.

Dh mmg takdir kot..ak xdpt ber3G ngn cik Ser..btapa kcewanyer ak nk tgk cik Ser y dh mkin gmok tue..mgkin ini takdir..kwn baek sme2 melalui peristiwa ragut y menyeramkan bulu ketiak ima..huhu. Ak phm perasaan ko babe. Ak tidak mgkin rse hepi disaat ko bersedih..

bye2 cik 5610

Sedikit sebanyak ak jga merindui hpon express music 5610 cik Ser tue..hp dier byk membantu ak semasa final exam sem 5 dlu. Sewaktu ak tertekan n memerlukan kamera utk berpoyo2 n merakam video entri separa lucahku bersama cik Ser..distula cik 5610 berada..di atas katil cik Ser.. i will b missing u cik Ser hp..cik 5610. Eh jap..Ser video entri separa lucah kter dlm hp tue lg ker??!!!

Kepada peragut diluar sana..kamu tidak akan dimaafkan kerana menganggu keselamatan dan perasaan kami ini. Kami adalah ANTI-PERAGUT!!!

Jalankan Tanggungjawab Bersama....Save Al-Aqsa

2009-06-11T20:52:00.000-07:00

Zionis israel sedang giat melakukan kerja bawah tanah iaitu membina terowong bawah tanah dibawah masjid al aqsa yang pernah menjadi qiblat pertama umat islam sebelum berpindah ke ka'bah, dengan matlamat supaya apabila berlaku gegaran di mukabumi ini masjid al aqsa akan runtuh dengan sendirinya.lalu mereka akan menjadikan faktor semulajadi bencana alam sebagai sebab runtuhnya al aqsa ini.inilah kejahatan dan biadapnya zionis israel.

Marilah kita menjadi umat islam yang sensitif dengan apa yang berlaku.mulakan dengan doa untuk selamatkan al aqsa. Walau dimana kita berada ,pulaulah barangan yahudi,boikotlah mana mana syarikat yang membuat sumbangan kepada negara zionis israel.

Gerakkan suara anda kepada pihak termampu untuk mendesak zionis israel supaya menghentikan kedurjanaan ini.
Jika kita masih lagi memejamkan mata . Jika kita masih lagi memekakkan telinga. Jika tangan kita masih lagi menghulur kepada mereka,dimanakah nilai diri kita.
urutlah dada dan tanyalah iman!!!

Berdoalah kepada rakyat Palestin dan Masjid Al-aqsa!!
Tolong la berdoa kepada mereka setiap hari..setiap masa..demi menjalankan tanggungjawab kita sebagai umat ISLAM.

Tudung Syria

2009-06-09T07:34:00.000-07:00

OMG...mmg laku cm pisang panas..sori Ct..tdung colur htam dh sold out..skg tgal bpe jnis colur j n tue pon tgal 32 smthing jer..hurry up tau!! stock last till tomorow nite jer..then ak tk nak kacau dh psal tudung ni ok..post express hanya delivered skali jer..tk nk ulg2 dh..repeat:~ tk nk ulang2 dh

Intrest Bru tuk Membizikn Dri

2009-06-09T04:21:00.000-07:00

Ak sesangat la sbok skg ni..since teacher liyana had gone to Australia to attend her uni programme, kna la ak blik pada keja asal ak..mgajar kanak2 hingusan haha + nasib ak bertmbah mlang bila pangkat ak naik kpd teacher skolah rendah. Skg ak bukan lg teacher tadika tp teacher kpd skolah rendah..tp gaji ak still ciput..ak tau mmg siot jer kn..

Abes jer mgajar ak kna trus g jga kaunter n mjalankn tugasan sbgai pegawai pgurusan (huhu sje2 jer nk tmbah 'pegawai') disitu ak juz perlu angkat phone jer..oh lately ak tk tau la nape..since colleagues ak asyik cr gduh ngn bos ak, ak mnjdi mgsa org atasan ak..ak disuruh melakukan kerja melukis!! Ak tau la ak ni artistic tp kalo dh sehari ak kna mlukis dlm 2, 3, 4 lukisan pnat la weh..ak kna sediakn bhan nk mgajar lg. Owg laen dh tlg lukis tue trima j la..nk gk ak wat..ak mmg tau ak pandai melukis tp ak pnat sesangat!! Tlg jgn bg ak mlukis lg!!

Lately ni ak ader interest y baru y mkin menular dln dri ak..well ader stgah2 tue mmg dh der dlm hdop ak sblom ni tp ak tk praktik jer..da new me r :~

1) Driving!!
Yes!! I'm driving in L licenses (nothing 2 b proud of tp 4 me leh kter stu prubhan la gk after da 4bia thing on driving).. bla ak dh reti drive nnt..stu dunia ak konvoi huhu..(ayat berangan pdhal nk drive k tmpat keja pon dh tkot gler)

2) Futsal
Yup..since knal Ct my colleagues ..kteorg mmg der psamaan which is futsal..oleh krn rmh kteorg agak dkt jer (pintu geng) so leh r kteorg lepak kt united futsal memalam bersama smbil mengusha keindahan ciptaan ALLAH huhuhu..yeah i like futsal cm putri, da futsal princess though ak shasha wannabe..

3) Designing a website
On da weekend i'm workin on my new website y menyediakan wallpaper, icons anything on photographic using da incredible gorgeous cmera nikon D11..most of the image r photoshop pyer stuff from BOF, gossip girl..n there will b media to download too..

Ak mmg dh blaja, tp since kt tmpat ak keja ader dak2 y amik klas piano so ak pon start amik serius n tmpag 2 kaki ak mdgar p y die ajar..so ble weekend gk, ak berpractice piano..(sume nk wat time weekend gk)

5) Online business
Hahaha mmg dh addicted kot..since ak kuat berblogging ni, ak juz blog jer on all kind of stuff (Oh yeah..kpd rakan2 sekerjaku..Tudung syria dh kua. Laku cm pisang goreng. So if u're interested order jer kt ak then ak arranged jer dlu..Cpt taw nnt abis..tdung tue mmg laku gler so CEPAT kpd mne2 gdis2 gojes y nk bli tudung syria)

6) Gadget
Ak msih mnat lg pd gadget2..ikut kitaran hormon ak la..kalo ak rse nk mnat ak mnat. at 4 da moment ak tgh mnat n jga dlm dilema huhu..ak ditawarkan handphone sony ericsson y sudah skian lame mnjdi pujaan hatiku..tp y mne nk ak amik..since org nk jual murah..ak tk mnolak huhu..oh yer since ak dh memilih utk bli phone instead of pg bercuti k jhor..ak terpksa say sorry la kwn..ak lbh ske hp ni lg huhu..sorry jhor..bside korg pon tk nk dtg sini pon, so no used la ak pg sna lg..pape kte maen pos aje la ( i mean da dvds hehe)

Hurm ptt kah ak bli c905?? or my fav k8501??

7) Adam Af2
I noe..it is so lame n terlmbt dh bru nk mnat die..tp watever org nk ckp psal die, ak ttp mnat pd die!! Adam is so cool n cute. Yeah go adam go!! anything bout him is superb though ader ntah peminat anuar zain mner la y berani suarakan si adam ak tue gay. So ironic kn..bout adam vs anuar zain on gay haha..n this vid robot is so cool..i like da way kru take over him. so nice. oh yea..ak bkn kipas ssh nk mati kru tp ak hanya sekadar kipas kpd kump ni..dri kcik lg ske doerg y ala2 bsb gtu..gbungan kru n adam is so mjadi laa..mmg hangat lbh dr tahi ayam!!

Though video ni dh lme tp ak nk post gk..tk kire per pmnat anuar zain nk kter hahaha

This interest really help me through with da move on thing.. i really want to move on. wlaupon ak asyik ckp nk move on n lupakan somebody tp deep inside..i still feel there a hope though ianya sbesar mycobacterium tuberculosis (bact terkecil). ak akn cuba n accept da fact that time had defeat us n there r no chance 4 us. This mean no goodbye cma a time of 4 me, to remove da stain y pnah ade spaya ianya tidak myimpang kpd perkara seperti dlu..a sign had finally came n i gotta 2 face it.

GG

2009-06-06T18:22:00.001-07:00

I Love You Beth Cooper

2009-05-30T05:43:00.000-07:00

Oh this is a new teenage movie that so gotta watch!! Oh its only for those who had the same interest as i am..i tune into romantic comedy flick.

It's a classic tale of nerd meets girl, nerd loses girl, girl shows up unexpectedly at nerd's graduation party and takes him on a wild ride all over town. In this teen comedy, clueless valedictorian Denis Cooverman uses his high school graduation speech as a platform to announce his feelings for Beth Cooper, the most gorgeous girl in school. Imagine his shock when Beth shows up later that night at his house and gives him a night he'll never forget.

It will be launch this July 10..pity in kelantan there is no cinema..i cant dream of watching it in da cinema. Argh..it ok..thats what internet r 4..downloading!!

My Daughter

2009-05-27T04:30:00.001-07:00

Ye mmg tol..ak sdah mempuyai anak sendiri..inila anak ak Fazleen..sbnarnya ak dh lame berkawin di golok bersama ******* hrp maaf namenya harus ku rahsiakan demi menjaga keaiban rumah tangga kami..anak aku ini skg berusia 4 tahun. Ak sgt myayanginya.

Wah rajinyer anak mama melukis..

Mama Lynne & Fazleen

Anak ak mmg rock!! cm ibunya lol~

Syg..pndang sini..bgusnyer dgr ckp mama huhu~

23.05.2009

2009-05-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

What's going on today in my life..

Hari ini ak k kota bharu, pg wat lesen L..kna blaja smula keta coz ayah ak lupa nk renew my license after 2 years. Now it's been 3 or 4 years already..so ape lg..kna laa blaja smula. Mse kt kb tu mmg bosan giler stay kt rmah abg ak, dhla ak tk bw laptop..mcm lost j. Mse kt rmh abg ak td ak tgk thiz show parental control kt channel V. Der stu cple ni mmg bangang tol..mmg ptt break off pon..awek die ni mmg mulur clupar gler ngn parent die..at last thiz cute guy end up ngn thiz cute girl from hawai..maria who is a gymnastic girl..so cute to see them together..

Blik rmah tue ak maen ngn kcing2 ak..then ak ternampak klibat cm hos air y pnjg warna kuning..kcing ak seekor ni dh mula berdiri dh blu2 die tue..somthing is wrong. Npe lak nk der hos air kt pagar lak tue.ak pg laa tgk dkt..aiyo it's a snake..CT dh mula nk terkam kt ular tue..ak lak kna terkam myelamatkan CT. Ular tu berlegar2 di kwasan blakang rmh ak..ak mgawasi Ct spaya die tk msuk dkt. Ak terpaksa berlagak cm hero utk mghalau ular tu..nk wat cmner ayah ak tk der, mama lak sbuk tgk tv though ak jerit ular mama!! Mama ak dgn slambernyer..alah biar j laa..Demi ksalamatan kcing2 ksyangan ak..dgn beraninya ak mbwa kamera Nikon DX n sbtang peyapu bluh n menuju k blakang rmah. Ular tue tgk jer muka ak, ak trus membaca ayat kursi n mghayun2kn peyapu bluh tue pd ular tue..Pas pd tu ular tu myusur k arah ak..pe lg..lari r…tgk2 smula ular tue dh hlg..kmna die pg??

hen pas my father blik..i kna g msak..today I msak ayam tandoori segera,since ak tk reti msak kn..tp ayah ak kna g mkn kt knduri lak..so byk lauk lbh r..tp dgn adernye ak sure hbis yer laa..cnform!! .

Pas2 ak kna berlatih drive skitar rmh ak tue..arini byk kali keta ak mati.. lpas clutch cpat sgt kot..aiyo pape jd pon, ak msti pandai bwa keta gk.. Ak tk nak dh my mom or dad y kna g antar ak kalo nk ke mana2..i must learn how to drive a car..by driving I changed my life n opened a new book.. N left the tragedy of car crash I had ages ago..

Ima's Tag

2009-05-23T05:59:00.000-07:00

1) Nyatakan siapakah yang telah mengetag anda!
Ima..nie kire 1st time ima tag ak..

2) Letakkan gambar anda zaman kanak-kanak yang paling anda suka...Sebanyak yang anda suka, dan nyatakan umur anda di dalam foto itu
Umur tue xigt laa..but i think around 4 years kot..mse kcik2 ak malu kalo owg nak amk gmbar ak..pmalu kater kn..

huhu kcik2 lg dh pndai posing..

ak ngn kakak ak..hurm ak rse cm ak nk buang air bsar j mse gmbar ni d ambil

3) Senaraikan 5 kejadian menarik untuk dikongsikan sewaktu anda kecil (kemalangan, perkara memalukan dan sebagainya)

Ak sbenarnya tk bpe igt la memori mse kcik2 ni..ssh nk igt p kjadian y berlaku..ak tlis p y ak rse igt j ek

~Mse kcik dlu ak ader imaginary friend nme k.sheila..slalo berbaju putih n rmbut pnjg. Ak xigt rupa die cmne tp seigt ak cm die tk pnh tnjuk muka die coz, rmbut die tue slalo ttp muka. Tp ak igt ak pnh ckp y k.sheila tu cntik so cntik r kot..ble mlm2 die ske dtg sblah ak n buat ak nangis stiap mlm..ak tk igt bpe lme bnda ni berlarutan tp akhirnya k.sheila meninggalkan ak, bla mama ak bw ak g mndi bunga. Kate si dukun tu, itu bkn imaginary friend ak, tp roh y tidak dterima bumi y nk bkwn ngn ak.. Tp mama ak ttp menegaskn bhwa tue imaginary friend ak..kalo diigtkn blik mmg mnakutkn tp ak rse cm tol j kwn fantasi ak tu mmg d mlindungi ak dlu..…

~Mse ak kcik dlu slpas ak mandi bunga, ak mimpi ader dewa k p ntah y dtg nk bgtau ak y k.sheila ak dh nk pg..org tue pkai cm jawa jer..die dtg n sarungkn cincin y bleh di dpati di Mydin pd jari ak..Kate die cincin tue adlah sbgai hdiah. Pada kesokkan harinya ak bgun n tgk cincin tue btol2 ader pd jari ak..mimpi k tol??? Renung2 kn lah

~Mse kcik dlu perkara extreme y ak pnah buat ialah melompat dri bonet blakang kereta mama ak y sedang bergerak..ak jtuh n xyah ckp r lutut ak berdarah smpai nmpk isi. Ak lari blakang rumah tkut kna mare kt mama ak. Smpai skg parut kt lutut ak tk hlg2..mybe ak ptt pkai bio-oil kot.. hurm tragis tol..

~Mse kcik dlu ak ske tgkap blalang tp slpas ayah ak ckp blalang kalo gigit org leh mati. Ak trus phobia n tkot pd blalang…termsukla anak belalang y msih baby lg.. Sbnarnya ayah ak mksudkn pd blalang pelesit (ntah tol k ak eja ni..) Tp disbbkn ajaran sesat ayah ak dlu smpai skg ak msih tkot pd blalang. Tiap kali nmpk blalang ak kna heart attack..n mse form 6 dlu cba teka p ak kna bedah n awet?? BLALANG!!

~Mse ak kcik dlu, ak n kakak ak ske tgkap anak berudu. Slpas pd tue kteorg akn korek tanah n ltak sdikit air n biarkn berudu dlm lubang tue..knon2 nk plihara r…pd esknye ak n kakak ak tgk sume berudu y kteorg ltak dlm lubang tu dh mati..

4) Apa nama panggilan anda sewaktu kecil...

Dri dlu smpai skg msih lg Lynne

5) Tag kawan blog anda... Pastikan mereka jawab!!! **Jika tak, sumpah mereka supaya MANDUL!**
Aiyo sian r smpah own mandul2 nie..tag azie j la..tp ak tk nk smpah die..

huhu kris Allen ak mnang!!

2009-05-22T07:31:00.000-07:00

Huhu my idol won da titles.. i luv his voice!! its was a shock to see him beating adam lambert!! American Idol delivered a surprise when voters chose Kris Allen for the title over Adam Lambert, who had been considered the favorite for much of the show's eighth season. Well what can i say..he deserve it!!!

Let's get 2 noe thiz mister Kris Allen

Allen, 23 ( we're in da same age..huhuhu), a college student from Conway, Ark., came into Idol's final week as a hardworking underdog. Even on the last night of competition, judges favored Lambert, 27, a stage actor from San Diego, in two of three performances.

Congrats..my bee!!

Adam VS Anuar ~ Shany VS Serena

2009-05-22T06:49:00.000-07:00

Who's Gay???!!!
Who's Winning tiz game??
Who's Mauritius n who's JAGIS?

Lets Decide who is more gay...
Adam AF 2 or Anuar Zain?

Who's winning thiz?
Shany or Serena??!!
Plz vote who do u think gay enough,though they weren't really gay..

What Type Of Blood R U?

2009-05-22T04:21:00.000-07:00

The Blood type of person does not depend on races, flap or age. It is sent on inheritance and before the end life's unchangeable. In some degrees it predestines our inclinations, nature and inclinations. All this have confirmed the studies more million of inhabitants of Japanese islands.

Blood Type O

The Owners this blood type eager, communicative, beside them strong health, strong will. Firm to neurosis's, quickly restore power. These people is not poured to emotion tireless in longing to success and leadership. In ditto time very jealous, fidgety and ambition. All this, however, does not disturb it to come in well friends.

Blood Type A

The Owners this blood type are diligent and obligatory, in good faith pertain to deal, work in conditions of strong stress even. The Good friends and, as a rule, people capable. In all like the harmony, tranquility and order. Sensitive, patient and well-disposed. Their defect - stubbornness and inability be weakened.

Blood Type B

Most often these people follow in life's by emotions and feelings, which take the top on good sense and calculation. Calm. Usually their like the friends and familiar. They will die to entertain, tactful and equitable to surrounding. But sometimes be cutting. Besides, by a narrow margin come to a conclusion. These people of thinker. Most of all argue themselves with itself.

Blood Type AB

Class!!!! Shut Up!!!

2009-05-21T08:59:00.000-07:00

Good Morning Teacher Lynne

OMG... being a teacher made me realize how hard it was to become a good teacher. It wasn't an easy job..trust me!!!

As a teacher, you must have the ability and desire to do

Challenge, inspire, motivate, and encourage students
Support and guide future leaders
Make a difference in an individual's life
Feel pride in your own and as well as your students’ accomplishments
Obtain more knowledge
Lecture on material that interests you as well as material that may not interest you
Ensure the future leader benefits from your lesson

Sometimes i feel like quitting.. coz it wasn't easy for me to teach young kids. It would be much easier if they were adults..they can communicate n interact better than kids!! However though the staff r quite harsh on me.. I kept ignored it for da sake of my students..(OMG I can't believe I'm saying this lol)

As usual i start my class with

Me : Good morning class
Students : Good Morning Teacher Lynne..(with soft n weakened tone)
Me : What?? I can't hear you..Good morning class??
Students : Good Morning Teacher Lynne..(thiz time they were shrieking at me)
Me : How r u today class?
Students : I'm fine thankiu Teacher Lynne..
Me : What day is today class?
Students : Today is...(everybody keep looking at each others..)

Well that was a must question i ask them everyday..

Today i yelled at them..they were getting on my nerves.. Today i was teaching them CIRCLE, but they keep playing around n goofing around. I had enough.. i stood in silent on my chair until they realize that i was mad at them. They were running to their chairs..n stood in silent. I didn't do any violent against the kid yet serena hahaha...dont wori.. i just used psychological methods...guess what?? Its working!!!

But again..it was fun when they're start calling me teacher lynne..it kind of made me feel proud. They laugh n play stupid games with me. Though it was a stupid things but that what taught me how to love them more n more..i think this is da moment when god had opened my heart 4 kids esp with da aids of these peoples that i would never want to forget..

Everyday i enjoy playing puppets with my fav stud amirul..

Oh that my brilliant Ariff..he's good at sucking up at me

Oh my dear Danish that love to goofing around..he lost his tooth while fighting..Oh thanks god it didn't happened in my class!!!

Lastly my stubborn tuan mohd hafiz..cute but stubborn..hardly listen to me..

Azie's Tag

2009-05-18T04:30:00.000-07:00

1. Daging Goreng

This is my fav fud so no matter when I'm hungry or not..I will be craving for this delicious dish!!

2. Beef Steak

I luv everything bout meat..

3. Roasted Chicken Drumstick

Aiyoo..thiz is da meals that I couldn't neva pass..kalo tulang tu leh mkn mmg licin r

4. Sandwiched

I don’t really a big fans of bread but I do luv sandwich soooo muchhh… Da more accessory add up on da sandwich da more temptation it will be 4 me. ..

5. Doughnut..Big Apple Doughnut

I had neva taste krisppy kreme so I have no idea how it would taste..but I am such a big fans of soft doughnut!! So Big Apple is da best..hahaha I have nothing against Krisppy, Azie..it's juz that I have never try one but da way u describe how it taste, I assumed it was like eating Big Apple doughnut. I could ate up six doughnut all by myself, nonstop…

6. Cupcakes

They're sweet, soft n adorable..what else can u say to that??

7. Fish and Chips

Aiyo..best giler mkn benda alah ni..tk tau dh nk explain cmner..coz tgh kyang,tp kalo lapar mmg licin pinggan r. Shany like the fish n chip so why don’t u like it too..hahaha

8. Bulgogi Bibimbap with Gochujang

I try it 4 da 1st time at foyer uitm when there was Korean Exhibition. It taste great!! It is a mixed rice of rice n vegies that had been preserved in salt n a little vinegar.. I don’t really tend to memorize how it was been done. The point is it taste good. Oh I love kimbap too. Kimbap is da korean name 4 sushi

9. Iced Blended Mocha

Asyik mkn jew..gonna need something to sooth my throat..there no other than iced blended. My tummy are too choosy, I don’t drink Milo, Tea n Coffee but I manage to tolerate with Mocha. Only mocha..not espresso..not cappuccino..or wat so ever..

10. Usus Bakar

I noe it may be gross but It is delicious..Whenever I went to Thailand to thiz I will ate thiz dish..they taste magnificent. At 1st I do think it is gross but you neva noe hahaha…

Peafowl a.k.a Peacock

2009-05-15T22:46:00.000-07:00

Today..my kindergarten had held sport event, n i was so bored coz my job is only to pass out the gift. Aiyo dh laa awl2 lg kna pg kja then kja juz past out gift j. Xperla at least muka ak dpt msuk kamer n bgmbar ngn org bsar2 hahaha

Then..geram tol ak ngn boss ak kt pengurusan tu tk hbis2 langgar ak..ak tau la ak ni kcik tp jgn laa wat xnmpk maen lggar2 jer..kjap pjak kaki ak, tolak ak k blakang laa.....Aiyo dhler ko tue gmuk, lenyek r ak ni ooiit....(oh i don't have any discrimination against fat people, in fact my best friends r fat too n i luv them so much!!)

Pastu time ak tgh2 syok lepak ngn staf pengurusan sbok j dtg geng2 nanny ni y merupakan hostel mate ak. Lgsung tk tgur n siap jeling lg..poyo crazy swine rrr.. nk jer ak pijak2 muka korg.

Can i compare my hostel mate as peafowl??

Why not?? they're such a B***H!! As u all noe that this animal r beauty n kuat perasan..sori i don't noe kuat perasan tue aper in english hahaha..

My hostel mate r totally a jerk..they're giving me a hard time. Ape korg ingt korg keja lame korg leh wat bodoh sombong kt org ker? Ko igt ak pduli sgt k? (A'ah..mmg pduli pon)

Aku anti giler r org y ske buli org ni..poyo!!! Aiyo ingat korg ni cantik sgt ker.. ak pon sbnarnye tk hingin nk berkerja kt situ! Kalo tk krn my father y suh tlong kwn die, ak pon tk pijak kaki k situ..poyo gler..pdahal korg cma pekerja cm ak gk, bknnyer pegawai kt situ..POYO!!!

Maaf ler blog post ak kali ni berunsurkan kemarahan y xterbendung..tp ak nk mengucapkan trimas byk2 kt kwn2 ak y mnolong ak mengawal emosi ak y xterbendung ini sepanjang berada disana esp serena n sherz..thanks so much babe..without u guys, I'm totally a dead meat!

eppi teacher day lynne!!!

2009-05-14T09:47:00.000-07:00

Aiyo... I've been working just for 5 day n now i'm quitting..it just bored!! i had nothing to do n then i hate kids!! i hate kids so much!!

i don't noe y in da 1st place i got agree with my dad to work at kindergarten.. i had to pick up babies and kids to their classroom. Huh in da past i didn't touch my nephew, n now I'm touching other peoples baby?? I'm such a hypocrite..

but again when i teach them English i start to develop thiz strange feeling..when they shout 'Teacher Lynne!' at me.. i feel so proud n relief. My job is done. I had teach them what i noe though it only took 5 day for me to teach them..thiz feeling grow wildly in my heart when thz special baby hugged me for a sudden. I was shocked at 1st but then i smiled..she hugged me!! i think i just get used to this thing called kids haha

thiz teacher day i'll be helping my students to celebrate their sport events..after that i will resign. i hope nothing will affect my life after thiz..i hope i will like kids more after being a teacher tough its juz 4 5 days...

Zettai Kareshi - If is now available at youtube!!

2009-05-08T02:42:00.000-07:00

!!!YOKATTA!!!

Serena if u r reading this... i did it!!! After so long i haven't editing any video, i came up with this idea from you which kept telling me that this series r worth to cry on..n u r totally rite!! I cry at the ending of da series and at the ending of special edition version...It was so sad!!

That give me more reason to edit it into more saddy mv..so here it is. Just click it below!!

Zettai kareshi - if

Oh i hope u like it.

P/S: Oh Serena as we promised don't forget to make a vote in the range 1-5 as i told u b4 okay??

AZIE'S TAG!!

2009-05-07T22:52:00.000-07:00

Haha 10q azie for tagging me. I was quite bored with nothing to blog until thiz tagging make me feel quite an excitement. Bout my tag 2 don't worry r..take ur time

Here it is Dush... TAG!!

What type of clothing are you wearing now?
T-shirt and pants

What colour is it?
Purple

When your last meet with someone you love?
Can't remember it!! But it was the moment when i met Malino Darumin when i passed up the training report

Do you want to meet him/her again?
Definitely!!!

What the last thing you eat?
Nasi Goreng

Drink?
Sky Juice huhuhu

Favourite food?
Nasi Putih + Daging Goreng Kunyit!!
2 my admirer memorize it!! (Aiyo smpt lg nk pasan)

Favourite drinks?
Orange Juice

Favourite colours?
Blue

Favourite place to be?
Same with Azie's answer...My room

Favourite song?
Too many..but if i had 2 pick one..
Jisun - What Do I Do

Are you happy with your given name?
Sure!! It remind me of my responsibilities!!
"cahaya cita2 harapan keluarga"

What is the one thing you like to do alone?
Editing video r!!

What’s a major fear or yours?
Another copy paste from Azie's Answer...Death

Do you know anyone famous?
Yeah..liyana ibtisam is my sister!! haha

Describe your bed.
Jungle

What do you carry with you at all times?
Used to be phones but now just phone :(
Thanks so much 4 that peragut gler!!

Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
Both.. Depends

What kind of first impression do you think you give people?
PAMPER!! n Arrogant (thats what people keep saying to me)

Favorite communication method?
Eyes contact

What is your hidden talent?
I can't sing well like Azie n bside, Serena keep reminding me not to embarrassed my self coz my voice is juz like a duck!!
It's no other than editing amazing videos

Do you own a Bible?
Aiyo Noo

Do you have a problem changing clothes in front of friends?
Yeah..sometimes

What should you be doing instead of this?
EAT!! Need to gain more weight chayo!!!

Who was the last person who called you?
Serena

Are you ready?
Ayat tergantung k per ni?

What is the last gift you gave someone?
Froggy picture holder

Does everything happen for a reason?
Sure..though i didn't get the reason

Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
Yes (another pasan moment)

Have you ever pierced your own body part or that of someone else?
Yeah..3 piercing on my ears..got extra yell from mom thanks 2 that..hahaha

Do you cry in front of your friends?
A lot!!
(Huh maybe that y they called me PAMPER)

Would you die to save the life of someone you dearly love?
Definitely

Do you have any married friends?
A lots..

Do you like thunderstorms?
Not a fans and don't hate it either

What was your first job?
Wah malu nk ckp..tukang sapu?? hahaha
Jd assistant kt grocery shop

What’s the strangest thing that’s happened to you in the past week?
Lbh kurg Azie..got fight with my mom n thinking of moving out. A.S.A.P

You have a crush, don’t you?
Hahaha yes... (with shy tone)

Who?
Huh?! I don't want to risk my pride telling his name online!!
But for those who know me..will also know him as Hidden Love

Do you talk a lot?
Haha yeah!!

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
Serena..i think..

What are your plans for the weekend?
Uploading my videos and download the special edition of Absolute Boyfriend

How much money would it take for you to give up the internet for a year?
Priceless

Where’s your ideal marriage location?
At the beach on a beautiful island (in dreamy way haha)

How long have you known your best friends?
Ermm...in term of time 4 years..
In terms of relationship..since ever!!!

What are you listening to?
Kim Yoo Kyung - Starlight tears

What was the last thing you laughed at?
tut..tut
Sound like text message coming
"Haha i mz u 2 honey!!!"

What do you wish you were doing right now?
Watching movie with him hahaha

What musical instrument do you wish you could play?
I played piano..so i wish i could played drum n violin

If you could speak any language, which language would you speak?
Huh isn't it obvious?? Korea!!

People I would like to tag?
Imah j kot..

What Me Pamper??!!

2009-05-07T20:28:00.000-07:00

According to dictionaries PAMPER means:
To treat with excessive indulgence
To give in to; gratify

WHICH SYNONYMS WITH
Indulge, humor, spoil, coddle, mollycoddle, baby.

Aiyo how can i be tag as a PAMPER?! That's too much!! I try to view it on the bright side... Huh no bright side at all..in my point of view laa

Be Positive Shany!! Thats what i keep telling myself. Get a grip!

OK.. pamper is good..(huh WTH trying to say something that i dislike as i like it? Such a hypocrite!!) shut up the monolog..i'm trying to blogging ok? (OK)

To me there r 2 types of pamper which r
1) PAMPER GIRL
2) PAMPER CHILD

So which am i?? From the "ENVIRONMENTS" that keep telling how PAMPER i am!! I think i should just publish a vote pole to help that "ENVIRONMENTS" to vote which PAMPER i am. So that the "ENVIRONMENTS" don't have to bother talking it behind my back of what so ever.. I don't care if u do talk behind my back... i'll get the 'pahala' from u.

I think i still can manage if people keep saying that i am a PAMPER CHILD coz it is true SOMETIMES.. but WTH with PAMPER GIRL???!!! Thats is totally annoying n truly untrue!! i guess hahaha.

PAMPER GIRL = INDULGENCE!! which also means =

Aiyo i don't wanna be her!!

Screw with the ideas that guys like PAMPER GIRL or what so ever..like i care? the point is don't tag line me as PAMPER!! Get 2 know me 1st then u can say what ever u want to say but don't judge me before u even know me. Well even after u know me, if u still think that i am PAMPER don't even bother say it..at all!! So stop saying that i am PAMPER!! Coz obviously i am not!! UNDERSTOOD??

New Vidz Coming..

2009-05-07T10:26:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile I haven't editing videos. It seems to be that I had lost my interest of making video anymore. That is what I thought of myself when I stop producing any video within a 6 month or maybe I was too bust to make one..

Then suddenly 2 days ago my interest … Hurm wait my interest? I think that’s not the right word to describe my love toward editing videos. It is an obsession!! I remember myself when producing this video entitle Malino Darumin with the song from Sheila On 7 but I keep forgetting what was the title of song . I suppose to remember the song title coz the song was a trademark for our gang. Never mind..i will search for the title later..but the point is when I was trying to finish the video lots of thing happened! Obstacles!! My lappy jammed! No electricity! But I kept working on it even it means skipping my lunch and dinner. Noin said that I was going insane. She was right. I finally get a grip of myself when I finish the video. It was terrible but WTH coz I work my ass for it. Hell do I care if it terrible or not. But when my gang watched it they said that they love it. Nothing cherish me the most than that!

Appreciation. It may be just a 12 word but it means something a lot to me! "I love it Shany!!" that’s what I called appreciation. I could cry for satisfaction. Hahaha suddenly the air became intense and emotional..

I kept uploading my videos on youtube until my account was removed!! I hate you youtube!! I had many fans at that moment!! What could be wrong? I just forgot to put disclaimer on my video…oh hang on, actually all of my videos didn't had the disclaimer hahaha. But that didn't give you the right to removed my account. I had bout 21,000 people that view my videos!! Such a jerk..

Now I am working on something new with a NEW account..shanystump.. Act it was a favor for Serena. She love this Japanese series so much. Absolute Boyfriend or Zettai Kareshi. I do know why she dig so much for this series it is bcoz that hunk Mizushima Hiro was the co-star for this series. Sorry Serena I didn’t portray him as a hero for this video. I like that robot better than him hahaha..

As usual my video always with sad ending..I love sad ending so much!!! This is another sad video coming to your way Serena.

Love Dialogue

2009-05-03T09:39:00.000-07:00

Last night while i was ym with my fav BFF.. i asked her opinion on my relationship..whether it is still crush or it is love..if it love when will u notice it? Well our language was messy and cm smpah but i convert it into more mature and nice language..but i also include the actual language we're using..quite tolol!!

Shany :
Perhaps loneliness is more bearable than pain itself?
(weh, myb bgus sigle dr kcewa bcinta kn?)
How can you tell?
(Cmner nk tahu ek?)
How can you tell if it's love or not? How can you tell?
(Cmne nk tau ak ni ske der k tk ek..dlu kn mnat gler..skg mne nk tau mnat k cinta?)
Just because your heart races, doesn't mean it's love.
(Mmg la bdebar nk mampos jpe der tp cinta tk smstinye cm tue..jupe mamat hdsme mne2 pon bdebar2 j.. tkkn tue pon cinta)
Just because you miss the person, doesn't mean it's love.
(Mmg r ak rindu der 24/7 tp tk bmkna tu cinta kn..ak rindu uitm..cinta k tue?)
There isn't a person who draw a line and say "This is where love will start!"
(Ak tk rse sume tue cinta..ak rse cinta complex dr bnda2 tue..cinta tue lg mndlm kn!)
How can you tell if it's love or not?
(so cmne? ak ni cinta der k mnat lg?)

Serena :
Because of that person, is your heart unbearably happy?
(Laa..sng jer..sbb mmat tue ko byk ko byk sengih sorg2..mcm mnah senget kn?)
Because of that person, does your heart and limp hurt?
(sbb mmat tue ko der kmgkinan sakit jntug ngn ati..coz trime byk tkanan dlm kn?)
Because of that person, do you feel so alone?
(sbb mmat tu gk ko rse ko laa y plg sunyi..tk cple2 lg kn?)

Shany :
But his killing my pride
(Tp mmat tu poyo r..tk der sign pon)

Serena :
Then it has already started.
(Btol la tue dok..laki mmg poyo ngn prmpuan der ske..btol la tue)

Shany :
What?
(Gapo hok btol?)

Serena :
L-O-V-E
(Cinta dh start berbunga laa bdoh!! bkn mnat lg)

Shany :
But what if he wasn't da one for me?
(kalo bkn cmner dok?)

Serena :
U just had to wait n see it for yourself
(Laa tk try mne taw..)

Top 10 my precious props..

2009-04-30T11:06:00.000-07:00

Thez 10 items r all my precious properties.. Thez items means everythin' 2 me. In other word "It completes me" I just cant live without them!!!

My precious props.. Well 1st n 4most it got 2 be my precious laptop, Phoenix. I bought Phoenix when I was in 2nd semester in uitm. I think its in late 2007, her age is probably near 3 years old. For a laptop that’s quite an age. She came from the ACER family. Back there ACER was so popular . Now she just an old props but I luv her so much. Though sometimes she kind a pain in the ass but I still luv her.. She became handicap due to my kucing kerong 'abu' which thought the keyboard as the place 4 sharping his nails. Da letter F was missing..but still its still on my no1 list of my precious props..

Yup it was me amor..my keyboard. I had interest in piano since I was a kid but its all started when I met Hank long time ago. He triggered the feeling to learn piano in me. I learn a few from him. Most of them from youtube. I bought this keyboard in 2009. It was a share gift from my mother and me for my 23th birthday. It tough but I been practicing 4 2 hour on sun, mon, tues and wed.

Its my DVD collections.. I just cant live without them. My interest in DVD begun when I was in form 1. I bought 1cd per week. As I grow older it have became an addicted. Every semester I would follow up my BFF, ida to her home town just to buy DVD. Every semester I would spend about rm300 something just on DVD.

External hardisk. I bought it this year, 2009 at digital mall with my BFF from my old high school. The casing do match with the laptop skin I already had. It really match with Phoenix. I always wanted to buy it but I kept postponed my intention of buying it. Weird coz I had always wanted to use it when I was in uni but I only bought it when I already left uni..

It was not just any frame..it was a gift from my special BFF on my 23 birthday. She is my sweet fat, super beautiful, extraordinary friend who listen to every thing I nag about. I love nagging so much..and she was there to hear it..every time.. even it bored her. We fight, scream, yell, laugh, smile, gossiping with each other..that y this last gift was a treasure 2 me.

It was a gift from every one that closed to me. . And I love them so much coz I love bears dearly

1) Mr. Chub2…A gift from MaLiNo DaRuMin when I was in 2nd semester on my 22 birthday

2) Miss Bunny…Another birthday present. I forgot on what birthday it is but its from my sister in law

3) Chuck…Well this is the only gift that is not for my birthday. It was from my friend at industrial training. Love them so much

4) Mr. Paddington Bear..the last birthday gift from Maz on my 23birthday

I'm Not Single. Its differ from any of my DVD collection because this DVD was a gift ..my male BFF bought it to me. Well this is not his 1st gift to me but this is the only things I will remember him when he not around.

Its my book collection of HP, LOTR and The series of unfortunate event that I cherish the most. Though I don't like reading so much but after I practicing my piano lesson I love trigger my imagination by reading those kind of books. Imagination is good esp if ur career is a microbiologist.

Mp4. The name is Bad Boy. I don’t even remember when I bought it. But I was a long time ago. I bought it with Ida and Alin. Its kinda cool. I even create my masterpiece of MaLiNo DaRuMin - You Were Always There 4 Me using this mp4. Though its aging..I still care and luv my Bad Boy.

Handbag. I bought it this year, 2009 when I pass up my industrial repot in march. I bought it at entrepreneurship exhibition at foyer uitm.. It only 25 bucks but its looks stunning. I love it so much coz it make me look more like sazzy hahaha..btw Ida wore the same kind too. When I was in da plane there was this aunty that asking where did bought it coz It looks great.. Ahaks!! Its only 25 bucks and had no brand at all!

I would like to TAG theses people for the same purpose i did here. Just pick out 10 precious properties in ur life. It will be fun!! Make u thinking which item suppose 2 b in 1 or 2 or what so ever.. try it out ok??

Imah
Azie
Adeck
Anna

Fate Is Repeating Itself

2009-04-30T06:32:00.000-07:00

ARGHHHH… ak tk tau ler nape, ble CT branak jer msti dpt anak y hdoh2 jer..pastu kalo ader y kire ok pon tk survive lame. Bru ni CT bereanak lg. Mmg ak akui CT ni mmg gatal pon.

Die dpt 3 ekor anak. 2 ekor htam mcm arang then seekor lg tompok. Tk lame pastu..ble anak die sbuk membesar, seekor drpd htam tue mati kna gigit kt bapak kcing mne ntah. Slpas kjadian tue kteorg menurung Ct ngn anak2 nyer dlm cage y dh lame tk digunakan. Setelah skian lame 2 ekor anak CT tue membesar dgn baik.

Tompok tue mkin bsar mkin nakal. Perangai die nk sme ngn Boboy y telah lame meninggalkn kteorg sume dgn kmatiannya y mengejutkan di bwh keta mama ak. Sume berkabung ngn kematian Boboy. Boboy merupakan satu-satu kucing y plg manja dlm hdup kteorg. Tp akhirnya ko pergi jua meninggalkan kteorg. Sikap tompok a.k.a Juno mula menarik perhatian kteorg.

Tp satu habit Juno y ak gram sgt die ske main kt bwh keta n msuk kt tmpt enjin keta mama ak tue. Ak tkot jer kalo die kna pijak kat tayar tue…pd satu ari ak bermain ngn rancaknya ngn Juno tiba2 j ak mcm terdetik Juno akn pegi... Ak terdetik ak tkkan tgk lg Juno pd keesokkan ari. Sgkaan ak mmg tepat!

Keesokan arinya Juno hlg begitu shja. Die bermain d bwh keta mama ak n msuk k tmpt enjin keta. Mama ak stiap pagi akn pegi antar adeck ak k skolah. Slpas itu Juno mmg tidak kelihatan lg dlm kehidupan kteorg. Ak gram..knapa laa asyik y hodoh j survive. Skg Tggal la CT, Pak Tam (anak CT y terdahulu sblm generasi Juno), and abg Juno tue..Hitam.

Mmg bsing tol r..kalo Juno ader msti Juno gaduh ngn Pak Tam. Die tue kuat sket berbanding ngn Hitam. Skg ni tgal Hitam n Pak Tam j and dh la Pak Tam tu gler main. Bsing tol ble Pak Tam kaco Hitam. Dh laa Hitam tu lmbik. Slalo kna buli kt Pak Tam…

Tgk laa mcm ner ak nk maen?? Tgk pon tk mud..hodoh sey hahaha!!

Berangan laa Lagi.. Tlong rr!!

2009-04-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

Kisah2 silam ku
Dlu ak agak dikre player sbb ak asyik bertukar psangan jer..tp tk ramai y tau sbnarnyer ak cple gn org2 spt dbwh ni..

Inilah pakwe ak y pertama. Shane Steven Filan. Ye korang mmg tk slah lg. Dia mmg member kump westlife tue. Mse kteorg bercinta die sbuk dgn pelancaran album der y ptama. Ak krenye da girl behind his success laa..tp slpas itu hubungan kteorg terputus disebabkn ak terlampau sibuk ngn SPM mse tue n der lak smkin hari smkin popular. .hbungan kteorg hanya btahan slama 6 thun. Lgpon mse tue spupu Kian sbuk nk mengurat die. Hubungan kteorg menjadi tengang dan akhirnye kteorg sme2 bersetuju utk memilih haluan msing2.

Felipe Massa merupakan hbungan cinta jarak jauh ak. Ak bertemu dgnnya mse ak pg tgk F1 kt sepang mse ak form 3. Dgn tk sengaja ak terlanggar mamat nie, y krenye bru join Sauber Petronas. Mse tue ak terasa sesuatu dlm hati ku (kuch2 hota hai) tp disbbkn mse tue ak msih bersama ngn Shane ak juz lupakn j perasaan tue, stlah ak breakup ngn Shane ak g tgk F1 nk release tension, mse 2 ak dh msuk uni..krenye mse tue der dh msuk Ferari. Mmg tk disgka2 ak tersrmpak lg ngn mmat ni n tkjut bruk ak dpt tau rupe2 Felipe pon rse smthing kt ak dlu so kteorg dcide try la couple ngn jarak jauh ni. sbnarnyer ngn gaji der berjuta2 tue ak tk perlu dk jauh dr die tp p kn daya ak msih blaja lg mse tue. Dugaan dtg bertalu2 dan akhirnyer hbungan kteorg ptus di pertengahan jln gk..

Sterusnyer adalah Vincent Kartheiser..plakon sri Angel tue..alah y jd anak der tue Connor. Hurm ak pon heran npe ak asyik dpt cple ngn celebriti j.. Ak cple ngn der jap jer coz der kaki party. Ye la haram kn berparti-parti nie. Tk der keja p. Ak cple dlm 2bulan j thn breakup. Hbungan ngn die hanyala rebound smata-mata.

Stephen Fung. Ak terjupe mmat ni mse bercuti kt Hong Kong ngn Malino Darumin. Mse tue der malu2 jer. Sweet gler tgk lsung ppit die time die snyum. Mse tue kteorg sbuk nk amk autograph der tp ntah tba2 der bg no phone der dlm autograph kt ak..hurm ak cba nsib laa..mmat hdsem tue. Hbungan kteorg berjalan lancar shinggalah tmbul khabar angin ak der hbungan sulit ngn mamat cter boys over flowers..

..Kim Joon. Sbnarnyer ak tk der pape ngn mamat ni pd awalnyer. Dsbbkn tuduhn melulu stephen kt ak,ak jd bengang n pg korea utk mtk tlg kwn baik ak Lee Min Ho (hero bof) utk tlong ak pjuk Kim Joon spya terangkan pd Stephen,tp stlah ak bjumpe ngn Kim Joon ak tlah jtuh cinta pndg pertama. Rupe2nyer gosip tue timbul ble Kim Joon wat kenyataan y die ske kt ak sjak ak kuar sbgai couple Stphen di dpn kaca tv..ak ingin setia pd Stephun tp die mndesak ak..akhir ak memutuskan hbungan ngn stephun dan memulakan hdup bru ngn Kim Joon. N kini ak msih steady n bhagia bersamanya.

MaLiNo DaRuMin

2009-04-24T11:23:00.000-07:00

.....always forever in my heart........

BOF

2009-04-24T10:41:00.000-07:00

Argh they r my fav characters now..Bof a.k.a boys over flower..
The story was sweet n even btter than japan n Taiwan series.
Its worth every minute.. I even watch it for thousand times..N i love this song woo bin or kim joon in real life.
He is da member of T-max. The ost for this series also include his band. They're great singers too..esp with da song fight the bad feelings..
Da song was like the moment i fell in love with my hidden love for da 1st time..ahaks sound like a fairy tales or just a sweet mmories that had lost its touch..Wat da hell.. the main point is Bof is da best!!

ak bosan..

2009-04-22T08:42:00.000-07:00

aiyo bosan nk mampus..tk der kerja..ni la keja ak spnjg ari, mgu, bulan ntah smpai bler laa

1. bgun, mandi, gosok gg (erm kire2 jam 9pg gtu)..sume org tk der,tgal ak jer jg rmh
2. tgk mknan p de kt luar..mkn
3. tgk siri bof (boys over flowers) smpai tghari..
4. mama blik dr skolah erin..kuar tgk deorg jp..then msuk blik tido
5. bgun solat zhor..smbung tgk bof n lyan lgu sedey2
6. kak blik keja..kna g masak tuk sume nk mkn
7. solat maghrib then smbg tgko bof or cter pape y der dlm external
9. kol 10..kuar tgk d cter best x kt tv,kalo xd g solat isyak..kalo d tgk dlu
10. solat isyak..online smpai kol 3pg,maen ym ngn ieda..
11. tido..
12. rpeat semula procedure 1 hingga 11..stiap ari..skg leh nmpk tk btapa bosannyer ak..

^_^

Icons MaLiNo DaRuMin

2009-04-20T09:58:00.000-07:00

5 Better Things To Do Than Just Sit In Front Of Ex-Bf Facebook

2009-04-20T02:43:00.001-07:00

1 - Check out your own profile page (for once!). Ur best friend's page. Ur sister's
profile. Or randomly pick a friend on ur list . Just don't go near his.

2- Eat a piece of chocolate. Nobody cares about facebook when there's a Ferrero around

3- Browse ur fave online stores. Fun shopping = who cares who poked him today!

4- Watch tv, but make sure it's not 'Gossip Girl'. The whole internet goss thing will just induce paranoia that you don't need right now!

5- Talk to friend; just don't discuss what's happening will drive you to check his profile more than someone going, "ohmigod, have u seen what's on Hank's page?"

2009-04-18T07:22:00.000-07:00

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bored..bored..bored..

2009-04-18T06:37:00.000-07:00

Aiyo tk tau laa pe nk jadi skg ni..bosan gler r dok kt rmh sndiri, byk prob btol r.. Nk crik kerja rmh jauh dri bandar. Ssh tol r hdup ni. Jeles ak ngn serena sng gler dh dpt kerja. Tetiap ari ak bgun lewat n ngadap lptop tgk boys over flower..Pastu smbg tgk tv lak..Then mlm tue online ngn serena. Tiap2 ari 2 je la xtvt ak smpai ak dh naik muak r.. Ak miss sgt kt uitm.. Miss nk g jln2 n mghabiskan duit ptptn kt kl.

Bru ni ak hampir pg k jhor ngn abg ak..excited gler ak nk g sna. Dpt jupe serena. T p impian ak hancur sket je la..coz abg ak tk nk pg jhor bharu. Der juz nk g kota tinggi jer. Aloh gram tol r tkkan laa tk leh antar g skudai jp jer..kciwa tol r. Lantak r..nnt 26 nie ak ader interviu keja. Stakat ni ak tk pnah lg di interviu, tkut gler ntah p y deorg akan tye ak nnt. So unprepared!! Tp ak nk jwatan tue sgt2..lgpon keja kerajaan spe tk nk kn? Bg ak keja ngn kerajaan kire stabil hdup..byk loan y leh wat n byk elaun y ak dpt wlaupon gaji tk seberapa tp cukup la utk menampung keperluan ak ytggi ni hehehe..

Bru ni noi ckp nk dtg klate blan 5 nie so ak agak excited laa nnt leh jupe der kt klate. Leh ak bwk der shopping kt tmpt y plg murah d klate hehehe..kt ner lg kalo bkn rantau panjang. Ak nk bwk der g jln merata2 tp blan 5 gk ak nk g pulau hehe..percutian tuk release tension huhuhu.. Hrp2 mse ak g pulau tue nnt tk clash ngn mse noi dtg nnt.

K550i

2009-04-10T06:34:00.000-07:00

Arini mmg ari sial ak r..kna ragut dkt rmh abg sendiri kt skysen11. Sedey gler handphone cabuk sony eriscson k550i ak di larikan org camtue jer..ak ditipu..nasib baek nieces ak tk diculik mamat tue, n ak quite bersyukur diri ak ni pon tk di papekn.. tp agak geram rr.. ngn mamat y gigi satu tue..tension ak handphone ak diculik begitu shj. Ak menangis meraung-raung... Tension rr..masa depan ku kelam n htam..picts ak ngn hidden love tue pon dlm tue jer..skg dh tk der lg. Mmg la ak dlm prosess nk move on n luperkan hidden love ak tue..tp just dgn tukar simcard j bkn dgn hilangkan handphone n simcard sekali... tensionnyer!!! trauma gler. I miss my phone so much though it's only handphone cabuk jer...

the break up

2009-04-09T05:57:00.000-07:00

THE BREAK UP

Last night was the end of it. She finally receive the signs that She was waiting for. She was so up set to find out the sign that He was just a friend. She went to meet He for the last time and hoping that She will never had feeling for He ever again. When She was waiting for He, She thought a lot. While She was waiting for He, She nearly cried wondering the how sad She was to let He go forever. She cried waiting for He. Then He finally appeared. She was so upset watching He walking toward She. This is the last time She will see He ever again. There would be no reason for She to be there ever again. .

Just as He came near She, She look upon He and take a split of the moment to memorize He image.

The signs was clear than ever before. She could no be saved a lie that She made on her own. She had to let He go for real. It was hard for She..two years of waiting for someone who was never meant to be.. She chat with He and gave He the last gift hoping for miracles to happen..but the miracles lost it way.

When He left She..She walked straight forward without looking back at He. She climb the stairs and when She reach the room. She burst into tears. She cried and cried and cried.. For an hour or so She cried just to let He go. She even told He that She was upset but She did not tell He why She was upset.. He console She, It made She burst into tears again.

For the first time ever He text She with the most beautiful message and at the same time it hurts She. The word She was waiting for did came from He but only as a FRIEND. She was so sad and She just want to run away and move on. She's friends told She that She needs to move on by changing She life. Changed the simscard and run away from the past. She thought about it and She want to do it but..She's best friend stop She from doing so. She best friend had gone trough the same path and wanted She to have She life and not running away from it. She best friend trust in She that She could do it. Trust She could erase the feeling toward He. Trust She could make He nothing but as a friend. She believe in She's best friend too. So She stop crying and sleep while erasing He from She mind.

And today She was still trying to forget He….and walking trough the lonely road all by herself

LG (KS360)

2009-04-06T18:42:00.000-07:00

huhuk....nice phone esp for cute miut gurl like me tp kmera der cma 2.0 mp. cm not worth jer nk bli coz design der jew. Mse ak bli sony ericsson y z250i ak dh tk pndang p dh just design der jew..now nyesal gler. coz function der cm ntah paper jew..but this time history is about 2 repeat again.. KS360 cm ciut gler smpai ak tk nmpak bruk kmera n function y laen.

Others function y der ader lg:

Java MIDP 2.0
MP3 player
MPEG-4 player
FM radio
Photo/video editor
Built-in hands free
Voice memo
Polyphonic (64 channels), MP3 - Ringtones

Design der tersangat la cute..ak cm tk dpt mnanggung bebanan perasaan dr membelinyer time sale phone kt sacc mall mgu lpas. ak pg dkt booth LG n pgang n blah jew..so sedey..tp per leh wat. sony eriscon sudah lame mnuggu ak.

He & She

2009-04-05T20:41:00.000-07:00

He finally ask She out. Darn She was waiting for He since 2 years ago n finally He ask She out. She was super duper excited. She wanted He so much n She finally get the chance. Should She go for it though She couldn't trust He.? She wanted to trust He badly but She can't. There r too many people saying bad things bout He.

She can trust He. She can. She surely can but not on relationship.. It requires a lot of commitment for She trust He upon that. She wish there was a sign from He that He was the one for She.. so that when She see the sign She can trust He completely. She will believe everything He said if the signs came to She. All She wanted now is the signs..

She wish the sign will appear n finally let She be happy just for once in lifetime just like other people felt..love. At this time She was so up set. Will He & She be together?

She was looking for the signs everywhere all the time but He was not even there. He was..with others person..

Adventure kt Uni Malaya y Cool

2009-04-05T19:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went um just for fun to revisit my lost n faun buddies zaa n adecks. Nk d jadikan cter deorg bwk la ak jln2 skitar um. Fuh besar sey dr uitm tu. Adventure bermula ngn explore da whole um. besar n bgunan agak berkotak2 haha..ader cm rmh org n ader cm apartment. Pdhal tue fakulti. perasaan ku melihat bgunan y tk berkotak2 membuatkan ku berfikir 2 3 kali nk smbung dgree kt um. Zaa pon der gtau fees der cm mahal thap dewa. um k..uitm?

Pastu back 2 da story. mlm tue borak thap gler r then perjuangan d truskan ngn digital mall. tau2 la ak..pntg nmpak gadget msti nk rembat jew sume. Nsib baek keadaan duit ak y goyah membuatkan aku sedar ak kna berjimat. y la der byk ari lg ak kt s.alam

Then ak di bwa k stu tmpat bernama Maple seksyen 14 PJ. Igtkan tmpt shoppin k p..rupe2nye tmpat mkn jew~~tp ble ak msuk tu..pergh..mamat maple tue seolah2 melemparkan meja n kerusi kt kteorg. ak ader la step backward beberapa lgkah..hahaha rupe2 nyer itu la cra deorg berniaga. berebut customer pyer psal. ak mkn sksyen 2 pon tk der cm gni. bgus2 ini la smangat y kte perlukan dlm belia kte zaman skg.

pastu internet um..pergh..laju r cmpare ngn uitm tue. then tk der lak nk blok mne2 page. sumetimes ak rse uitm ni cm skolah agama aku dlu jew..mlm tue ak menjalankan kwajipan ak sbgai pendownload tegar..dgn adernye external hardisk y bru ku bli dr digital mall,sgala kerja ku menjdi lancar..huhu dn ak bleh mendownload dgn sng n spuas hati ak huhu.

Buat mse skg ak ingin mnerusnkan adventure dgn mkn kt cafe twelve y special tue n pulang k uitm tp zaa tk bgun2 tdo lg. so ak perlu mendownload shingga der tersedar, dan bila der tersedar nnt.. ketika itu la ak tahu bhwa adventure ak kt um y cool itu akan berakhir....

Heute Heiratet Mein Ex - Today My Ex Getting Married

2009-03-29T09:42:00.000-07:00

THE BEST GERMAN ROMANCE MOVIE EVER

It still really hurts - even after eight years. And no wonder: back then at a petrol station in the middle of nowhere Jan (Tim Bermann) simply left Paula (Susan Anbeh) in the lurch. While she was paying the bill, he did a runner. Sneaked away in another car and was never seen again. Paula, meanwhile a primary school teacher in Berlin, has never quite got over this. As her gay flatmate Josh (Matthias Klimsa) knows only too well. He was a witness of the petrol-station drama; while looking for a lift, he found an utterly devastated Paula. She has now become his best friend - and has serious commitment problems in any relationship.

But a blast from the past is always on the agenda. And Paula is no exception. One fine day she receives a wedding invitation: Jan’s wedding! Paula is adamant that she will never, ever go to the wedding. But Josh thinks differently. “That guy dumped you like a load of garbage. This is your chance to get even.” The plan is that Josh and Paula appear as a couple. But just before their grand entrance Josh breaks his shinbone and ends up in hospital. Their plan seems doomed to failure. If it weren’t for the guy across the road, whose driveway Paula keeps blocking when she parks her car. Although Ben (Janek Rieke), a smart young carpenter, is annoyed by his neighbour’s parking habits, he can’t really conceal the fact that he’s taken a shine to her. And so just after the bad-news phone call , Ben stands on Paula’s doorstep to return a hair-slide that she lost recently.

Paula is touched - and she has an idea. „Hey, would you like to go to wedding with me?“. He would like - and Ben and Paula, who hardly know each other turn up at the wedding of Jan and his snobbish bride Yvette in the posh Grand Hotel with a view of the sea. Despite numerous warnings Paula finds herself by no means immune to the charm of her ex - much to the dismay of Ben, who has fallen seriously in love with Paula. The hearts of all those involved are launched on a roller-coaster trip...

the end of bitter sweet taste of life

2009-03-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

I'll Be Missing U

After nearly 3 month..it finally ends. My emotions r totally mixed up. There were sad, happy, relief, missing n lots more. Some of da staff were nice n i was glad that i was given the chance to meet n learn from them. My fav staff r Haji, K. Dah, K. Tan, K. Mas n K. Nor..i was pleased.

My 1st day was a living hell..i'm LOST!! i have no idea what am i doing at that hospital. What should i do? What job am i suppose to do? What differentiate me between med lab stud? It was blurry. i felt like crying but pushed myself to the limits, try not to cry n adapt with da new enviroment ALONE. Lucky there were lots of frends that help me to cope with my probs.

Within 4 days i manage to adapt with the new stuff and new people. I had to become a fast learner for my own sake. Guess what i did..i am a fast learner..(haha perasaan siot) within a month i began to love my training though sometimes i miss MaLiNo DaRuMin so much..and i also miss my hidden love..being in the field are challenging n different from being in da lecture hall.

Day by day pass by, i was given the power to diagnose the patient organism by myself without any surveillance from supervisor..darn, am i that good hahaha..guess i win their trust. It wasn't easy to own their trust. After 1 month, they finally give me that chance. I am darn lucky.

Now it been nearly 3 month and i was going to leave that hospi forever. I will be missing cumax (da happy-go-lucky garl), K. ina (da cute n understanding person and tolerable), Aiman (da senior from da past..da gurdian angel), Talhah (da naughty lil boy with a nice smile), Mazura ( da sweet sensitive garl)

Not forgetting the other group of IMR studs Nisa ( da cute garl with funny attitude and ticklish just like me), Yana ( da stud from da past), K. Farra (sweet..really SWEET..nice young person if u get 2 noe her up close n personal), Che Ros (FUNNY!!), Penan (Cute n weird at da sme time), Taufiq (Funny and sound matured compared to his real age..haha). As for PTPL studs thanks for my best buddies AZZA, AIMI, AMNI,JUE, ADIB, AIN,FAEZAH,NADIA,WANIE, etc..to lots of nme to be mention i'm sori if forgetting anyone. From MSU, ABU!!! Gracias. UiTM PJ, NOR, AYU, HAJAR, IZAD.Lastly for PTPL KKM, YO (Cute n look young for his real age..oh seriously shy boy)

To all nme i mention above and that i didn't i want to thanks so much that had being help me to gone trough my training alone without any frends from uitm s.alam..so glad i pick out this hospi. i am going to mis u guys so much..hope they'll be missing me as much as i missing them..hahaha

anna sui rocks!!!

2009-03-20T19:33:00.000-07:00

i luv u, i need u, i craving for ur designs..anna sui u r superb

9 Reasons People Cheat

2009-03-20T19:16:00.000-07:00

1. Bored
I'd say this is the most common reason that people cheat.It's tough to keep that edge throughout a relationship. Things start off grand and then level off and then you both realize that it's still real life. When you meet someone else, that inaugural excitement of a new relationship kicks back in.

2. Dependence
At first glance, cheating seems like independent behavior. It could be interpreted as doing what you want, when you want. But I would argue that cheating is a dependent behavior. A cheater is dependent because they are not strong enough to break up with their significant other in order to get with the new person.

3. Confusion
Sometimes life or a particular situation can get to you. When the perfect storm of confusion

4. Because They Let You
If any girl ever cheated on me, I'd break up with her immediately. Forgiving a cheater is putting up with it, and starts a vicious cycle. That person who cheated may lose respect for you and might continue to cheat-because they know they can get away with it, because you'll continue to take them back.

5. Nurturing
If someone is mistreating you, then your first instinct is to get away from him or her. But sometimes it's not that simple-maybe you are raising kids together. If you feel trapped in a bad relationship, it's only natural that you will run to the open arms of a person who treats you well.

6. Revenge
This is quite simple- an eye for an eye. Cheat on them if they cheat on you. If they continuously hurt you or abuse you in some way, you do it to get them back.

7. Confirmation of Attractiveness
Sometimes when you're in a long relationship, or if your significant other is taking you for granted, you begin to wonder if you're still attractive. Perhaps, because you were out on the dating circuit, you felt more attractive when you were single. If you have an affair, you've proven that a new person can be attracted to you.

8. The Thrill
Some people just enjoy the thrill of cheating: running around secretly, risking getting caught, andcreating thrilling moments with a forbidden romance.

9. They Don't Consider It Cheating, Even Though You Might
Relationships have that grey area, usually right before you become exclusive. He thinks date #4 is when you're "together," and you think date #2 is when you're "together." If you haven't talked about exclusivity, someone may think they are well within their rights to see other people, even though the other person in the relationship may not.

I don't understand why people don't break up as soon as they have an urge to cheat. Is it natural to have temptation, or is temptation a sign that the relationship is losing its fire? What reasons would you add to this list, and do you disagree with any? If you've ever cheated, why did you do it? Could you forgive a cheater? If you are single, but seeing a person who is in a committed relationship, does that make you a cheater? is going on in your head, you make mistakes.

Got Newborn Kittens

2009-03-19T08:32:00.000-07:00

Again n again ct kept delivering black kittens..sial tul rr. This time there were two black kittens. Huh..what's got into u ct? ever heard enough is enough? Black is not a superior color esp for cute baby kittens. I hate black kitten!!! Again n again u kept disappointing me ct..now we had two small black kitten + big boy black cat. Can't u understand how disappointing I am??

A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE

2009-03-10T04:46:00.001-07:00

...THE BIG SMILEY DAY...

The day with happy ending finally arrive...after so looong.. it finally pay off. The training was terrible...lots of tasks that need to be done within an hour and the task never end. I don't even had the time to sit down. Getting used to new enviroment really makes me feel insecure. It's totally give me headache at first. I tried to satisfied everyone's need, and tried to be nice as much as i can but what hurt the most is..trying to pleased people that already dislike u.. it like a hell!!! sometimes i wanna scream at them for being a jerk but da truth is i just sat there quietly without complaining anything,i noe i am totally a drama queen..but hey.. There r some nice people that i mixed well with them. As for staffs that i really care for r k.dah n haji. they're like my parents. patiently taught me. oh yup k.mas is such a sist to me..and k.tan my fav lonelysome chinese staff. At first ssh tul nk jupe bdak2 y stu kpala ngn aku but found it..IMR students, esp k.ina!!! luv u.. oh my gurdian angel aiman..n da cheer up crazy go lucky gurl..cumax!! 10q.

Today..my supervisor finally complete the supervisor form. it was fantastic compared to the comment she gave to my last senior...lol lucky for da drama queen. in the end it pays off..

The big smile continue here

The smile on my face

The big smile didn't end up...esp at last sentence "boleh diteruskan usaha hingga ke peringkat yang lbh tggi lg." oh yeah not forgetting "rajin n fokus" huhuhu...

ancient , unimportant history

2009-03-08T22:55:00.000-07:00

yeah i know that it kinda too late for shocking bout da breakup btween chuck n blair in episode 15 of latest volume 2..ancient, unimportant history but OMG...they're totally breaking up thiz time...darn it. i just luvvv this two moppets. hope they'll be together ..well definitely not to the end but at least gives them a shot for at least two episode or what so ever..so long waiting for them to be together n now..screwed it. oh this doesn't mean i'm going to stop my addicted to u GG (well just as cece said..people mourn in their own way!!)..and oh yeah..what wrong with that hottest serena. always tangled up with her own mess that she create. unlikely blair, a bitch queen that i extremely adore that fits well with the devil prince, chuck...lol

BLAIR & CHUCK
the pair that should be togethers..like ever as in 4ever